SEM 8 欢送会 :)

地点：巴株巴辖欣洋酒楼
时间：5.30pm - 10.00pm
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Today is a red letter day, especially to those who are going to graduate soon from our maktab - The day of SEM8 ceromony finally came! We had been preparing for our dance since 2 weeks ago. I felt very excited and nervous because I am one of the perfomer. =S

Today is a great night!!! All the shows are amazing! Hopefully performance of our group one of the impressive one too :) Somehow, we had tried our best and we do hope our seniors enjoyed it. We started to make up since 3.30pm. A very very light make up had been applied, just mascara and lipstick, simple right? HAHA. Then we wore Ts and tracksuit and went out to the bus stop outside to take bus as usual. Dont ask me why we wrapped ourselves in Ts and tracksuit, because this is a LAME school law. We changed our clothes when we reached the restaurant. Troublesome :X
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Dont know why Wan Ting and I were arranged to sit on table No. 2, which is far far away from our class (No. 16 & 19). We sit with the girls from TESL class. But, it is okay, our happy mood didnt affected by this.
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We shouted to the max and clapped alots while enjoying the show. I LOVE "O Solemio" from Jia Hao senior and also songs from Dominic senior. They are such popular seniors in my maktab and officially become idol of all the juniors. ^^
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So happy I am able to take photo with them!!
Sem 8: with jia hao, dominic, mun choong, chsiak, yeong fu and tiger seniors!! all guys? because they are POPULAR enough and my friends keen to take photo with them, so I followed lor..LOL!
Sem 6: with Nian Xi and Jia Yi seniors. They are very fierce when I first meet them when ask for their signature during orientation week, but now I feel they are quite good people actually. ^^
Sem 2: with Jowei and Wen Xuan senior. Jowei xue jie is one of the pengacara tonight and she is so beautiful as usual!! Sit with Wen Xuan xue zhang, I bet my friend gonna be jealous about it, bluek xP

with friends.....

All the very BEST to my seniors who are going to graduate end of this year!! Wish you all can make the next generation more well-educated and stay healthy and happy. I felt so jealous that you guys can finally freed from this maktab and yet I got another 5 years=10 sems to go. O.o Hope that we could meet each other in the future in the world of education too.^^

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ps: EXAM IS COMING =O

pps: clearer and more photos? welcome to my fb photo album. Hopefully after few days I am free enough and the suck wifi allow me to do so...

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going to perform in the sem 8 ceremony tonight! I feel kinda expecting and excited, but at the same time feeling nervous as well. I scared I might make mistakes and affect my group :( Somehow, I believe I can do it well! Looking forward the following posts and juicy photos yea, earthlings ^^ I am going to make up again~

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Sometimes, I really lack of confident due to my shortness and chubby-ness. LOL. Thats why I am so quiet and not dare to expose myself. Hopefully I change my mind: apperance isnt that important! The most important thing is you got talent and potential and all these things need time for people to dig it themselves.

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Recently, there are more and more people told me that I am quiet! AM I? I guess my those old friends will laugh at this statement: Jing Chan is a quiet girl. ==""" But I didnt bluff you guys. I am surprise too when first heard this comment. Okay, maybe I am just shy (lack of confident) to talk to strangers. I can chat with someone pretty well without being face to face and that is the true jc. HAHA. And also being REALLY TALKATIVE with my old friends,sorta ki-siao-ing! I am not a quiet girl. If you talk to me, I can talk to you too. ^^ Anyway, Silence is golden. I think I would choose to keep myself quiet next time. That is the best solution to keep someone far far away from troubles. And since the ideas you give wouldnt be appreciated by people, what is the point you talk?

I dont know what am I typing and all the sentences seemed like mix up. I bet you didnt catch my point but nvm, I am just typing whateva things that come across my mind :)

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Exam time: COUNTDOWNING 2 DAYS =O

China History and Hanyu Pinyin and Techique of speaking and Journey to the West (Xi-You-Ji). Oh, SHIT! I forgot all!!! O.0

加油，有用么？

习惯寂寞
习惯独立
习惯人群
习惯面具
是上天给的考验
不喜欢一个人
不喜欢挤出笑容
不喜欢符合意见
选择接受
毕竟人生嘛
没有人会陪你走完一辈子
当你死的时候
还是自己一个人躺进棺材的

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跟自己说了多少遍要坚强
不要靠别人
不要奢望别人会给予帮助
不要希望有人会同情你
站在你的立场为你着想
自己一个人要勇敢，要有自信
可是怎么总是办不到
再跟自己说一次加油吧
加油！

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最后一次道歉 :(

已经不懂第几次
我们这样完结
从聊天到吵架

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已经不懂第几次
我再说对不起
可是下次还是继续作弄你
这就是我贪玩的后果

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会这样只是因为我们似乎没什么话题
所以才故意斗嘴

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已经不懂第几次
她们又来问我们怎么了？
我们？
其实是 '我' 和 '你'

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我作弄你只是为了让我们多讲点话
看你的反应
是紧张呢还是若无其事
但你每次总是生气

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好的，下次我再也不玩了
就让我们继续无言下去吧

如果这是你想要的

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I LOVE F4

我一直说想念你们

一直找你们

你们会不会厌烦？

会不会觉得我虚伪？

我也不想的

我也想忘记

可是我怕在你们感情增进的同时

与我却疏远了

我不要你们忘记我！

我知道自己很自私

可是我真的真的很想你们

没有一天不在想

我知道自己很幼稚

4个月了还那么想你们~

可是烙印在心中的回忆还是那么清晰

怎么办？

我不知道你们有什么好

我们的认识也才短短一个月

还来不及真正了解我就离开了

室友说中六的朋友是最好的

那我想你们一定也是最好的

我下定决心将我心里留个大位给你们

你们的心里也会有我的位么？

如果彼此心里有彼此

那不管多远的距离都不会太远

因为我们有着Ｈ２的连接，

最有力的bonding

Ｆ４一家亲

永远爱你们！

加油！

:)

life

no class today!! cheers for it =)

close myself in my room for a whole day, didnt go elsewhere. BORING SIA!

wanna to study but all the new knowledge couldnt enter my mind.

because my mind is overflooded with memories.

texting with ying yesterday~ miss her! miss my F4! you all will live in my heart forever, how about me? when would be the next time we gather again? TT

hopefully I am able to pass my exam, with flying colours? heehee =P

I am having sandwiches for breakfast and lunch ady...

DINNER? yayaya but after that nonono. feeling paiseh to ask my ah mate to dabao for me everytime she hangouts but she just called me to ask whether I want to dabao or not. that means I no need to have sandwich as my dinner again,yeepee! THANK YOU honey!!love you ^^

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ps: waiting for my dinner till nearly 9pm yesterday :(

ps: there are 2 lizards in my room. I named the one in my side as 'baibai'(white*2) and the one in my mate's side as 'heihei'(blackie). My baibai is such an active lizard, see him here and there always and make me trembling whereas heihei ate my mate's bread and made her irritating!! These two lizards are so annoying and we're thinking a way to eliminate them ><#

感动的歌词

泪水将我淹没 到底谁该难过

究竟是谁放掉 这段感情

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

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他总是不了解 我那些假装的无所谓

关于那些是是非非 爱的疲惫又有谁能陪

我总不够坚决 才会在爱里面绕圈圈

我学的会 口是心非 不要流泪

天上的眼泪 他好像懂我的心碎 懂得轻轻给我一些安慰

我们应该要了解 伤了心有种爱的美

天上的彩虹 总出现在天晴雨过 我已经懂得轻轻的放手

就算我觉得难过 你会在我身边守候 陪我一起去看彩虹

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下雨天了 怎么办 我好想你

不敢打给你 我找不到原因

什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉

沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷

谁和我一样 等不到他的谁

爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我能让你更想念

雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些 彻别 接近还能多一些

别说你会难过 别说你想改变

被爱的人不用道歉

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男人男人 多希望你是好人 多希望用你的真 让我不必再心疼

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蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 再学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地

我飞行 但你坠落之际

很靠近 还听见呼吸

对不起 我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘旋在你看不见那高空里

多的是 你不知道的事

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那条路走呀走呀走呀总要回家

两只手握著晃呀晃呀舍不得放

你不知道吧后来后来我都在想 跟你走吧 管它去哪呀

这杯咖啡忘了加糖

真不是我那麼伤感

世界太复杂 你说单纯很难 我当然都明白

是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方

只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大

我们没有在一起至少还像情侣一样

我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方

你说你现在很好而且喜欢回忆很长

我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样

总是远远关心远远分享

not determine enough :(

lecturer: still contact with them?

me: ya.

lecturer: good.

me: I miss them.

lecturer: regret to leave us ler?

me: ya, feel sad when I first left there.

lecturer: study smart. relax... hope you can pass your exam with flying colours.

I MISS YOU LECTURER! you are more than a lecturer you know, you guide us to a correct pathway yet concern about us, like a friend. Though I had been leaving for 4 months. ^^

not like some other teachers who always think that they are the best and neglect the students' inner feeling and force the students to follow what they want. We're youngsters. We arent kids you know? Dont ever scold and order us in public like only what you are doing is noble enough because we got our own right! We are not free workers, we are not a mere student, we are not a normal teen, we are future teachers! Keep your b***sh*t because it is annoying! You should actually show us the kindness and patient that a teacher should have, isnt it?

I would like to be like you one day :)

But I am still fb-ing instead of focusing on studies. I want to get excellent result but I am still fooling around. I wonder how am I going to succeed? I couldnt stop blaming myself for doing nothing for a whole day at night due to my laziness, but the next day everything seemed to be repeating again. OMG! I dont want to cry over split milk when I got my result later. I dont want to lose. I want to prove to the world that I am the best!

No pain, no gain!!! Gambateh! still, I am still not determine enough to deactivate my fb acc...study hard lar wey! OUCH, it is pain...

no proper meal

在这里度过我无聊可悲的周末

好闷好显，肚子好饿好饿~

不想走1km出校门觅食，好远好远

还下着雨，好冷好冷

慵懒地躺在床上，好累好累

耳边的声音，好吵好吵

同样的周末，在matric好充实；在这里，好难过~

懒惰回家，可是在这里真的没食物吃有没事做...

天哪！
我未来的五年怎么活???

午餐面包我来了...

后续:

下雨了，jaga竟然还是不让德士驾进宿舍，害我们得淋着细雨，吹着冷风，像往常一样走整整500m进去~唉~真讨厌~! :(

现在，雨还是不停不停地下着，好冷~

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下雨天了怎么办 我好想你

不敢打给你 我找不到原因...

惊吓指数破表的一天 =O

ARRRGHHHHH!! what should I say? Am I too timid or is it too scary??

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I went to Square 1 with maktab friends again, watch movie and buy clothes for the Sem 8 ceromony performance. In the bus, I was shocked and scared by 2 black ducks!!! When Wan Ting first told me and asked me to see whats inside the plastic bag, I thought it was SNAKE!! How terrible it was and I was wondering that why that women dare to carry the snake!!! sweat jc ><"" ok, I was totally blind. It was just a duck! But since my mind is first set with 'it was a snake', I kept feel it was snake, snake and snake!!!!! I was trembling like a leaf and all my hair stood up! THEN, I found out that it was not only 1 duck, but 2~ Nearly fainted. AND the smell is so disgusting, YUCK =(

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When reach Square 1, I was scared by a merely rubber paip on the road. Again I thought it was a snake ==""

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FINALLY, we entered the cinema to watch CHILD'S EYE by Rainie Yang. That was the most horrible part of today trip. When the ghost and the hand suddenly appeared on the screen, I nearly scream out, but luckily I controlled myself well enough. hehe^^ But sorry to say that I used my jacket to close my eyes. SWEAT!! Not forget to mention: it wouldnt be a second time I watch movie sitting next to jiahao! He kept imitate the scary sound and even kick my legs to scare me!! I am scared to the max ady -___- pity jc, kept kena ppl scare... okie lar, at least I am not the worst. Peh Yee is the one, yelling and closing her eyes with popcorn. Overall, it is quite a horrible ghost story but somehow the story flowing is a bit weird and I couldnt connect them well.

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他们在一起了哦~还蛮替他们开心的~有情人终成眷属是个大团圆美满的结局嘛~暧昧逃避是很痛苦的，我明白，所以现在看他们在一起了很开心。自己遭遇过的事就不希望别人跟我一样无缘，因为看他们之前那样会让我想到过去的自己；自己达不到幸福的彼岸就希望看到身边的朋友都能幸福。真是多亏了他们的好朋友极力相挺，醒目地帮他们，促成这段姻缘，还有足够的时间。原来天时，地利，人和那么重要，也许我就是少了这些吧~LoL

bla bla bla

nothing to do, so I online.

nobody to talk to, so I write.
thats why I am here.

keep facing 4walls in my room. study, online, call back home, eat, sleep, sms, play games... my life is so DULL and all these activities repeating. :X

I have to wait till deepavali holiday only I could be back home again. I MISS HOME.

I just want somebody to talk to and somebody to accompany me.

I am just soooo bored!

I heart MYDADDY

Only 1 hour of kuliah had been carried out today. Nice. So, I called back my sweet home and talk with mummy and managed to ask papa to send my dress for me because he came to bp to work. Haha xD No need to worry for today's dinner as I asked my papa to da bao for me ^^
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Papa so understand me. He bought me my favourite cool blog drink in bp mall even I didnt ask for it. Though I am not so convenient to have cold drink today due to ehem...but I still drink it. LOL. It is because papa's love and care~ *wink* Dont jealous, my lovely bros, papa loves me more because I am the only princess at home xP Drink it until I shed tears. Muahaha xD *touched* ILOVEAHDOUSOMUCH
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I am going to study. Exam is around the corner. Timetable is out!!

• 2/11 (2.30-3.45pm) BC1
• 10/11(2.30-3.45pm) KS1
• 11/11(8.30-9.45am) PJ1
• 15/11(2.30-3.45pm) BC2

DAMN! I still got lotsss to go =X but I keep on sleeping when studying. Sigh. Gambateh! JC is the best! wish me luck!! :)

PS: 2 weeks time gonna stay in bp, cant back TT TT , gonna meet min and wen and my dear friends during deepavali holiday ^^V , friday after raya haji is NOT a holiday but hopefully it is a day which we can ponteng legally , hoping I can join their langkawi trip , hoping I can visit penang with maktab friends~

trauma

I love the song - trauma, by ayumi hamasaki :)

many memories overflooded my mind when listen to this song.

it is nice, yet sad.

new design =)

the old template photo, had been created since years before. Many things had changed this year: friends, experiences, lifestyle etc. So, I created a new template photo :)


It is quite messy, I know. But I just couldnt miss out any of these photo. I heart my family, all of my primary school friends, all my dears and darlings from secondary school, dearest KMPP gang and BC2 members, calligraphy, chinese painting and taekwondo as well. They are all memories in my mind and none of them could be left out in MY WORLD!

How is it? Which one nicer wor? any comments...? :)

DINNER time ^^

Date: 13/10/2010
Time: 6.00pm - 8.00pm
Venue: Sushi King @ BP Mall
Members: JC, Ah Sing, Ah Suan, Wan Ting, PKO
Incident: Being aunty-ish in joining Sushi King promotion and eat as much as we could, more than our ability and expectation =)

As a bakal guru, we must act like guru, perform like guru, so we queue up.

5 of us :)

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Once we entered sushi king after a 30mins loooong queue, we ragut watever sushi that we want! Sushi King @ BP mall is so generous in making sushi that are in RM4 and above in the normal days for their customers during this RM2 promotion. Of course, we are not going to disappoint your generosity, we took as many as we want and chose pricey sushi xD

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Tah tah.....Here are 'part' of the sushi:

my stomach could just fill in 8 plates of sushi :(


Ah Sing and I had finished our dinner while Ah Suan was still eating non-stopping :X
Let focus on her tummy~ :P


ARGH~!! SO FULL @@

omgosh, still had few plates on our table. We gonna finished them or else we would be punished. Again, as a bakal guru, we must finish food and must not waste :)

FULL untill wanna vomit already :S

FINALLY~ the waiter was counting how many plates had been eaten by us.

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We finished our sushi king trip with an overloaded stomach. My record is 8 plates, Wan Ting's record is 9 plates, PKO ate 11 plates and the winner is Ah Suan, who had consumed 13 plates of sushi!!! while the loser belongs to Ah Sing with her record 4 plates..

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End of our sushi king trip.

We practised volleyball after we went back to maktab in the dark dark court. Sigh!

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Date: 14/10/2010

Time: 5.30pm - 6.30pm

Venue: 05-221 (My dorm)

Incident: Making sandwiches.

Accident: 2 eggs broke :(

Sometime, I can be a very careless girl. Like what I had done just now, I had accidentally pushed the bowl which contained of eggs and the eggs falled onto the floor and THEY BROKEEE!! =X omg, I was so shocked. I immediately wiped the floor but I am still breathing in the smell of the eggs when I am typing this post now. Speechless.

Though my mood is affected a bit, but due to my stomach, I continued with my plan. That is making my own dinner - sandwiches!!!

THE PRODUCT!!!

To be honest, I never cook a meal at home except for maggie mee, but I had already made steamboat and sandwiches here for twice already. It is kinda contented and satisfied when consuming the food that you made yourself. It is a blissful and sweet taste that you ever taste before. Love it =)
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Waiting for my yao-zha-kueh and dao suan~

p/s: finish my GERKO bola tampar test this morning, at last.

p/ps: Get my BC2 assignment with 87 marks, satisfy. This is the assignment that I put in the most effort =D

我讨厌你=X

因为你，我内疚
因为你，我伤心
因为你，我哭了
因为你，我不专心
因为你，我放不下
因为你，我还有希望
都嘛是因为你......

换来的只是...什么都没有
我伤害你，你伤害我
扯平了~

从今往后，我不用内疚，不用伤心，不会奢望，我会笑，会专心，会放手~
祝你幸福 :)

shout out!

Some statement: lols xP

• I dont mind disliked by people, but my rule couldnt be spoilt just to make myself match with people.
• I dont mind I am neglected among friends, but I wouldnt let people play a fool on me.
• It is not necessery to make friends with those fella who is not in the same frequency with you. If you determined to do so, you'll only get hurt and suffer alot at the end. There are so many good person in this world and you got so many friends. You wont die without fews of them
• It is necessery to keep your dignity. Never be people's toy. Never played by people just to be their members. A good friend wont play on you and a good friend heart you.
• We can make people happy and feel better but we couldnt let people try to find happiness on us.
• I believe that the potential and ability of a person would be shown one day if he/she really worth it. Even it needs more time than those who is brave to expose but it is worth and it lasts. A hero no need to say he is the one and only those useless guys keep heralding so.

:) (:

日子越久，距离越远，心越感伤

寂寞的夜里，我会想你

热闹的白天，我更希望你们在我身边

一个人

真得很需要勇气

然而没用懦弱

总是使我却步不前

我真得很想破茧而出，然而我不是社会性的人物

我不善于交际，不善于疯癫

接下来的日子我该怎么办？

或许我该继续保持缄默，迎合大众

教我，给我勇气，鼓励好么？

当背后的力量越来越稀薄时，我担心我会倒下

你们是我的动力

当看到大家玩乐时，我想到我还有你们陪我玩乐

时间短暂但我知道至少我不是孤寂的
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如果

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如果我死了，是否会有人为我留下伤心的眼泪？
他们竟然说我没回家也没关系，他们不爱我了。原来回家尽是给家人带来麻烦。
如果我死了，是否会有人舍不得我？
你会么？他会么？她会么？
我不知道看似要好的朋友是否真的再见不到我的时候会否想起我~
如果我死了，是否有人会记起在生命路途的某一站曾经有个我？
我是那么的渺小、不重要，是否你们会记得身边有我的日子，在一起的时光。

生命中有那么多朋友，可是当你离开这个世界的时候是自己一个人。好可悲。
最近想想，在开心伤心时，我似乎都是一个人在承担。我好想找个人说话，然而谁是适当的人选。每个人都有自己的是要忙，我知道。没有人会每天听我唠唠叨叨的说个没完。渐渐的，我不爱说话。我享受一个人的宁静，对着手机发呆，对着荧光幕打字。不论是在学校还是出门大家都是一对对，我总显得特别孤独。晾在一旁，不出一声。每次跟朋友一起欢呼鼓掌的那一刻，我真得很开心，认为我是一份子。然而更多时候我是孤单的。

世界不会为了谁而停止；更没有人会为了我而伤心。慢慢地，我习惯了孤单。喜欢赖在床上想过往，想以后，天马行空，想不切实际的事情。孤单是长大的痛苦，我在学习着。我会更勇敢因为除了我自己没有人会在我身边帮着我、护着我。加油:) *苦笑*

ps:
The journey back to dorm is such a struggle! The seat is sempit enough but at least there is a seat in the bus from Muar to BP. The townbus in BP sucks!!! I am squeezed like a sardin with my heavy bag with pendatang asing. Reach college at last after nearly 2 hours but I gonna walk about 1km from the bus stop into my dorm, with the heavy bags of course. OMG. Thank to both my hands and my legs, so sorry you're belong to me. Pity me, I am so sick and weak now. I miss home and home cook food a lot. I miss mummy.

happy hangout day + A Fun's 18th bday celebration ^^

Today is an amazing day!! We're having a great hangout from early morning to late night. =)
I woke up at 7am and went to tanjung to jog with my dear~ your face really BIG lo, I have to wake up so early just to go jogging with you. It was kinda sleepy and I was not fully charged Z.z but somehow, the soft and cool breeze was so comfortable! Next time we go jogging again yea ^^ after that we was going to have our breakfast at 9 sth and back home at 10sth...
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The story havent end......
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We were hanging out again at 12pm after I had my hair cut. I drove. Fetching my friends and going to the cinema. We was watching Piranha!! I should say it is not as great as I thought. Most of the story just showed girls dancing at the beach with bikini, lame. And the kinda BLoodY scene - people were eaten by piranha, YUCK! Quite scary and frightening. But the ending is sweat enough =X
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Then went to Wetex Parade. Having our late lunch at sushi king at 2-3sth. Shopping, buying contact lens, presents, birthday cake, so and so. Childish I, compete with YiLian (new guy I had known thro II) when eating Mcd sundae cone. Totally didnt enjoy and made me coughing. Next time I'll let you win lar... =(
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Final, heading to One O' Clock to celebrate Gwyne Wong Vo Fern's 18th birthday in advance because she is not in Muar and going back to UTAR kampar next monday!!! \^0^/

fuyoh, fern with the guys!~ jun xing, kid, farn, yi lian

I bet her is surprising and happy enough. Keep your cheerful smile and sot sot character o!xP


The tradition-biting candle ><""

We girls~caroline II, sze wen, fern, me ^^V


COOL vofern! shappy shake rocky girl~HAPPY BELOVED BIRTHDAY again~ stay cool and sot and happy and rock always~ Heart your golden brown hair, it is great and super hawt!!hoohoo~

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end of my amazing saturday :)

Majlis kebudayaan Tiong Hoa 2010

me, Fang Lee, Wan Ting =) holding the fan bcz no air-con in the hall, damn HOT ==""

chinese lecturer were welcomed, Mr Choong, Mdm Tan and Mr Lim :)
lion dance by Shiu Loong and Wen Xuan senior, GENG!!

fan and umbrella dance by sem4 senior if not mistaken

China Yoyo by Ah Suan and Jing Xuan senior. Ah Suan is cool!

Wushu show by Wen Xuan senior, YENG!!!

wushu show by Xin Yi and Zhen Yang senior (couple =P)

fashion show by sem 2 senior from chinese and science option , pretty and cool **V

with my neighbour from 05-222: Jowei xue jie. She is very pretty and looked like Ariel Lim-Yi-Chen.

I looked older than her =(

also my neighbour from 05-222: Siaw Shan xue jie! She is sweet and kind too^^

taking photo with Bee Kean xue jie =)

With Helen Chin xue jie. She is cool and killed lotsa film and won great applause when she appear in the fashion show. She pretend to be a guy and her hair is OMG. cool and handsome!!!!

woohoo! just back from the majlis kebudayaan Tiong Hoa. Great performances by all of my seniors made me surprise and yelled to the max! We ROCK in Dewan Seri Budiman ^^

I LOVE the wushu show by Wen Xuan xue zhang, personally think that Xin Yi xue jie is pretty COOL! Under my expectation, the wushu show topped the majlis and recognized as the MOST popular show for tonight. Gratz ya, you guys wroth it :)

The china yoyo show also a great one, by Jing Xuan xue zhang and Suan Suan. So sad I couldnt see the whole performance by Suan Suan, but I'm proud of her as she didnt make mistakes tonight. And also funny drama by seniors from PPISMP BC3 Sem 3 made all of us burst out laughing. Not to miss out the singing part by seniors~ We yelled our lungs out! yoohoo!!!xD

Somehow, our class performance is abit...erhem...not so bad actually, just not that special. Nvm, we are just Sem1 freshies, we got plenty of time to practise and gain experience in the coming 5 years. Loving BC2! We're the BEST ^0^

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final, IMUILY ...

It sounds like name, but it's not. Guess it. =)

happy but sad

HAPPY x)

IT class! again, I am blogging without lecturer's knowing. I am lazy to blog actually but I just want to share an immdiate GOOD NEWS! I get A for my IT assignment ^^V

It shocked me when my lecturer called out my name and gave me the prize. It really shocked. My hands trembled like leaf. I couldnt believe it, seriously.

I still could remember the process I was doing this assignment 1 month ago vividly. I felt blurrr and confused when I was doing this assignment last time. I felt so nervous and scary when I submited this assignment. I afraid that the video I inserted in my powepoint couldnt be played successfully when I put into CD and handed up to lecturer. I did this assignment until 3AM and woke up as a sleepy panda @@ AND everything is worth now!!!

but SAD....?

you entered my life without my permission. you also left my life secretly. okay, just give each other 1 month to study hard, hopefully we would change to a better and more well-educated scholar after this period. 4.0, we are coming! IMUILY

celebrating dear caroline's 18th birthday ^o^

HAPPY BELOVED BIRTHDAY > CAROLINE CHAN INN INN!! ^^
wish you always in healthy, cheerful, sweet mode~ wish you stay sweet sweet forever with ah farn. I'm waiting to attend your wedding ady, haha xD

the sweetest couple, farn and ii =)

sometime I am so envy and jealous of them, they had been together for 1314 days+++ and they are still in stable and sweet relationship! How much I wish I could have such great relationship in the future too...ha!

the sweetest sisters~ jc, ii, yy..distance could never beat up our friendship ^^
Really miss them alots, thanks them for advising me and accompany me when I'm sad. They are so touched that I want to give them a tight hug!

O.o molesting~ pek,kid, sze wen, tbq, jc, ii ^~^
(gonna re-educate my kid after this)


friends forever: sze wen, karyne, me, ii

my dear sweet girlfriend, ii and i, muakss ^o^

farn, tbq, me ^^V

yy, jc, sasa, linglee, karyne, ii

SO HAPPY that I gather with all of my dear babe again~ in K-room.. We chit chat alot, playing around, singing, taking photos and celebrating ii's 18th birthday in advance. We are seperated apart: YY and karyne in singapore, I am in batu pahat and they are in muar. Yet our relationship couldnt be beaten up by distance and time. I appreciate every single moments with them. I love them.
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Looking forward for the next gathering. I am missing you guys now.HAHA :)

PPISMP Sem 1 PJ test =D

=prakata=
okay, now I am going to record down what had been done this whole tiring week.
On Monday, after a tiring practise of our gym as usual, we took bus and went to BP mall to buy tracksuits and make-up thingy~ Of course, a great dinner could not be missed out =P hence, here we are!
SUSHI KING ^^

the meal I ordered, RM14.90, it's yummy! x)

shi ying and I =)

not to forget, my most 'YENG' pko, sin pin

suan suan, ah quek, ah sing ^^

hee hee, back to me again xP

due to the gym performance, I am wearing contact lens!

do I look better without my spec? LoL

My hand turned like this - hei1 qing1 due to over practise bola tampar =(

no pain no gain, finally the ball can pass the net, hopefully it would pass during my GERKO test too =D

=During the test (30/9/2010)=

After 1 month practising, finally the final day which had been waited for so long reached! Lotsa different feelings mixed up in the core of my heart - happy, nervous, unbelievable, scare and so on. My friends and I woke up at 4.30 AM that morning just to tidy up ourselves - wearing make-ups and comb hair~ Kinda early huh? Aiks, it was tiring and I was having insufficient sleep Z.z

That was not my first time wearing make up, but it was my first time helping people make up. Guys in our group became the white rat. HA! This is what we called sacrifising due to art..Soon, all of us were ready and we turned out like this......

no doubt, our face became like this, with a 'K' and a crown on it (K^^)

me, ngoh, fang lee, wan ting, pei wen

my ah mate - han yin and i n_n

girls from Muar ^0^
Dont know what Lnn Lau doing behind...@@

Lastly, MY GROUP MEMBERS!! thank for the co-operation during the practise and test! xD

WE'RE THE BEST, THE WINNER, THE CHAMPION!

(from back left: pei wen, me, shi ying, ah quek, wan ting, ah sing, suan suan)
(from front left: jiong chee, zhen cong, shin phing, huai jun, lnn lau)

during the break in the middle of the test.

ME with make up, without spec. looked different =X

ME with spec, without make up. normal =)

=EXTRA=

-From this test, we see people's true colours, who got the potential to be the leader and who are the followers (of course I am the one, haiz~). Who are the one even cant follow well...

-We learnt to be co-operate and tolerance. Nobody is perfect. We start from 0 and slowly a complete 10 minutes show was created by 12 people brains. We learnt to take and give all the steps. The whole process is cool and a memorable one! I admit I hate it in the beginning but after that I enjoy it very much though it is lame and suffering sometime. :)

-Not to deny it, our friendship improved. I coverse with guys better and to girls closerr. For yee ching and ah leong, from friends to couple! Woah, that's cool, babe~

-We see people bad attitude. Do anything immoral and illegal just to achieve the final destination. No pain no gain, I truly believe it. But some people can just copy our product and modify into THEIR product. So sad but true. It is annoying! Really want to scold those 'cats' a four-letter-word and show them the international language!! Screw it ><### Maybe next time we should apply our own brand to avoid copying.

'Boo sama dia,BOOOOOOO~' miao miao......

=PJ kecergasan test and running test (1/10/2010)=

Second day and last day for our PE test. I tried my best in pumping but kick the lecturer's ass, he deducted my marks!! I did my pumping with accurate actions 30 times until my hands trembling. How could he just cut the 30 and changed my marks to 25??!! HATE IT @@#

Out of 6 activites we had to carry out, which carry 30 marks, I merely gain a 16 marks only. Poor girl ~.~

But.......

The most thing that disappoint me was my running test. I am able to run 2.4KM. I managed to run by my own determination before for dunno how many times already but not today. I lost the determination that I used to have. I stopped on the way and continued it with brisk walk. KNS! I didnt know what had happened to me. My friends shocked when they saw I was walking. For them, I am quite a good runner, at least I could run. But this morning, I was so poor. I hate myself. I felt disappointed on myself. I felt sorry to myself, my classmates, my taekwondo miss and my fellow friends. Why I just couldnt force myself to finish it? What for I am regreting now? haizzz~

running under mercilessly October sun. It was 11.30 AM that time!!My gosh =O

It is cool! I had finally finished all the PJ test. And now only GERKO test left.

I heard that highest and second highest marks of gymnastic test all went to BC2!!! woohoo! BC2 is the best! And our group get the highest! Hopefully the news our seniors told us is accurate. -/\-

Having seriously headache now~ poor me, the strong penetration of damn 11.30AM ultraviolet and sunshine made me like this. Feel like vomit and very uncomfortable now. ="(

Tomorrow can see all of my dears~ YAhooo! x)

Wanna have a good night rest, nitez and ciao~

Refer to 'my life in maktab I' in fb for more photos yea ^^

muaksss~ *0*