谢谢谢谢

一个月，
一个说长不长，说短不短的时间
一个月，
发生了很多奇妙的事情
认识了很多新朋友
体验了很多感觉

一开始，从排斥渐渐地接受，接受来到这么远这么陌生的城市，接受从出国到回国读书的命运
慢慢地，习惯在kmpp的生活，早上上课中午下课吃饭休息八卦傍晚洗衣冲凉吃饭八卦晚上图书馆嘻嘻哈哈上网
一个月，我才发现我每天的生活是那么地作息正常
突然间，梦醒了
回到了原点
又要回到家里等待新的生活

一开始，只知道jasmine和俐文
jasmine,只知道是个很会说话的美女，不熟
俐文，静到不行的大小姐
一个月后，
jasmine,超级神经，超会讲话的美女
俐文,颠覆印象，也是一讲就不会停的大小姐
我们三个加起来，真的是不曾安静过
每天听着jas的恋爱史，文文的爸爸妈妈，我的烦恼
日子就是这样没有营养的度过
但很开心

一开始，
只认识一个男生，思源
还每次抱怨在这里只有一个男性友人，哈
抱怨他太厉害让我很压力
到后来，认识了他的朋友，那应该是开学一个多星期的事了八
每几天poke出一个新成员
从学友，到浩维，开心，永辉，智亮，到最新的俊龙
p/s：不会一年后全kmpp的华人男生都under你们八？哈哈哈
一个月后，
吓死人，
我竟然在这里认识了整十个华人男生
远远超过了女生的数量
由于我那所谓的距离感，
所以就不太常跟他们说话
其实我觉得自己跟他们并不是很熟
就只是hi-and-bye friends,偶尔开一点玩笑而已
没想到
他们竟然送我礼物！！
还写了一堆信，尤其是永辉的咯，没事字写酱美还写酱好干嘛？
大家真得让我很感动
你们知道么？跟你们道别时的微笑是假的，转过头后，我的泪飙了出来，想到以后可能再也没机会碰面了真的很难过 TT
还我哭得乱七八糟
就只是认识一个月的朋友，还没真正了解对方的朋友
在你要离开前陪你去唱K，还给了一只超级可爱的猴子和小熊，真的是很感动！
我真得很谢谢你们上次陪我找皮包
其实你们可以不特地上来的，但你们没有
真得很感激你们，虽然最后徒劳无功，麻烦了人力，但让我见识到友情的可贵
还要谢谢你们帮我查师训的成绩到这么迟
隔天还得上课的你们~
你们还破费了~买这么大一只猴子一定很贵吧？其实你们没送我礼物真的没关系的
还好有带东西来给你们吃，要不然真的觉得自己欠你们太多了
看到你们都吃得这么开心，我也很心满意足了
明年新年一定要给你们礼物！！希望能来得及给你们~哈！

一开始，觉得caryn是banana,我也参不进yunying,ewen
谁知道不懂几时开始突然感情变得这么好
原来大家都这么好聊！！
更没想到你们也这么舍不得我~
可是才正要混熟的时候却得离开了TT
还有killer没有我想象中的冷~
原来ken会讲话，也很幽默，竟然跳gee给我看~哈！
shu也是好笑咯，一堆pose...
polim一开始感觉上也很冷，后来也是人好好噢！麻坡见啦^^

不能忘了我最亲爱的F4P3
在我一从师训interview回来就问我interview得如何
在我错过了orientation week回来后害怕混不进他们的时候不断和我说话
在我功课没做完的时候借我抄
在每次上课前叫我“老师”叫他们说华语
在我师训成绩出炉时说会舍不得我，叫我不要走
在我不舍得你们的时候，哭得乱七八糟的那个补习班的晚上，坐在我身边陪伴我
在我确定离开时，特地帮我搞了个欢送会
虽然我们相处不久，但与你们的相处，真的让我体会了团结不分宗族的事实
虽然我们宗族文化不一样，但我们相亲相爱就像一家人，我就是你们的小妹妹
有一天，我可能忘了你们的名字，但你们和我相处的每一刻，我是不可能忘记的

还有我的室友
第一次跟马来朋友同住一个屋檐下
整排走廊就只有我一个华人女生
谢谢他们在我不见钱包时主动开口说要借我钱
谢谢他们回乡后带蛇皮果给我吃
谢谢他们总是陪我聊天，讲上一个晚上的话
B1.2.13我会永远记得这个房号的

一个月真的发生了很多事
失去了朋友，也交了新朋友
我真得很希望你们不会忘记我，这个普通平凡的我
我们一辈子都要是好朋友
用一辈子了解对方
一个月太短暂
好多事还没做完
希望你们会记得我！
倘若你们来麻坡玩,请顺便来看看我~
我一定会带你们去走走，虽然麻坡只是个小镇~

除了谢谢，还是谢谢！！！
谢谢你们大家为我所作的一切。。。
谢谢你们的照顾
小女子感激不尽

最快乐的星期三

今天真是个快乐的一天
天空刚被大雨洗涤过
天空蓝蓝的
云朵白白的
好温暖舒服的感觉

koko之后，和朋友们去‘踩’脚车，拍照。。。
出乎我意料的是我竟然豁出去了
竟然挑战我不敢尝试的走单索
可能是太压力而发疯了八~lol
谢谢你们帮我过去，我真得很怕跌下去，那一刻真的觉得很开心
谢谢你哦~
还有老聪，想到要跟你炫耀才会不怕死地走过去，哈 xD
回家就可以大声说话了，lols =P
之后就玩开了，不怕死的我~
今天真是太开心了！！
真羡慕你们以后还有机会一起玩，而我。。。
emo again。。。

hope that u all wont forget me and we got the chance to be together again^^
thank GOD for arranging u all to appear in my life
u all had brighten up my life
appreciate and love you all

曲终人散

为什么人要有缘相遇，却不能永远在一起？
远赴他乡，我是下了多大的决心才甘愿来槟城读书，我适应自己，调整心情，为什么现在又要回去？
离梦想更进一步了
我为什么要拒绝？为什么又止步？
我不懂。。。
自己是真得想当老师，还是回家，还是逃避这里？

我好喜欢这里的人事物，每天都更认识新朋友，新设施
我才刚要开始和新朋友混熟时
就已经来到了最后一个星期
好舍不得
真的

为什么你们要对我这么好？明明知道我不会久留~
为什么我要对这里产生感情？明明知道自己很快就会离开的
为什么为什么？
回去了，我们还会见面吗？
如果一辈子都不能再见了，我会感伤么？
我不知道你们会么？但可以肯定的是，我会！
我会好想好想你们！！！
现在就已经开始想念了~~

倒数计时中。。。。。。。。。。

confused

-wesak day-
holiday
at 1st was a lonely day
but now turned to be a cheerful outing day

thanks to wen wen for bringing me out kindly^^
at 1st i thought that i have to stay alone in my room
without any roomates and friends
forced to become bisu =X
luckily,
wen wen kindly jio me out
hehe xP

p/s:
what had happened? i keenly and eagerly know what you want to tell me...
after i leave = u are going to tell me = we are not going to be friends anymore ??
sometime,
curiosity can really kill a cat...
so,
should i looking forward for the day i leave?
it confused me ><

妈妈，我也要回家。。。

看到大家开心地告诉我：“我有回家！"是那种雀跃，期待的神情
我很不是滋味
心头一阵酸酸的
难道我不想回家吗？
我也很渴望回家，回到那个温暖的地方。。。
室友都回光了
班上朋友也回得7788了
连我的bff也走了
送走他们之后，回到宿舍的路上，看着圆圆的月亮，我又想家了
月亮婆婆是否和我一样，孤单。。。
漆黑的夜空什么也没有
没有点点的繁星
没有绚丽的云彩
只有你孤单地发光
月光下
我的影子是显得多么地寂寞
我也真的好想好想回家

p/s
现在应该就只有讨厌的虫虫陪我
床上都是不知名的小虫子
很恶心勒！！！！！
我不想杀它们，为什么它们一直来？
我手一碰它们就会死掉了也~很可怜
我不想杀生的
可是为什么要自己飞来给我杀？
哎哟。。。。。

又哭了，脆弱的我 TT

stupid girl

keep feel that i am the most stupid chinese in kmpp

i am so disappointed on my own performance

every students seemed to be so clever esp the chinese guys that i have known,but why not me?

i really upset!

i dont know who can refer to since i am not yet familiar with my new friends here

i scared being laughed and sooted by them ><

i know malu tanya,sesat jalan

i asked

but i still blurrrrr @@

who can save me from this blur world?

it is a feeling of unsecure and scary to stay here

i feel so lonely in the blur world....

first study week

it had been a long time since i last used my brain and my brain is now rusting

can it be polished back just by adding some lubricating oil?

i dont think so...

i am so struggling listen to what the lecturer taught and jot down what is being showed in the slide at the same time,and yet i need to focus and understand what are being explained at a lightning speed @@

i m really blur sometimes and now i m trying to suit to the life here and also trying to catch up...

i hope and do believe i can do it!

no more playing and relaxing life,MUST really determined enough to get great result,perhaps 4 flat,lolsss

still,love u all in muar!my loving hometown ^^

and also start to fall in love to everybody i met here,everybody here is kind and friendly enough esp the lecturers,they are all willing to teach us personally

if i am offered teaching course and had to leave kmpp now,i think i ll shed a tear ba,lol xP

but just think of loads of works and the stressful quiz and exam,i still want to leave...

so odd my mind thinking~

anyway,love u all again and i m going to start my hardworking lifestyle....

xD xD xD

orientation week in KMPP

after a 7hours journey,finally I reached Pulau Pinang!!! It was a super-damn-so-tired journey! I kept sleeping in the car and doing nothing....lols
i looked so TIRED!!after a good night rest in Hotel Palm Inn,I was heading to Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang for the registration.I was shocked.The time to register is 8am and I was considered as 'tepat masa' ,but what greeted my eyes was a loooong line of car!I bet there were at least 1000+ cars there =X

then register and get my room key and entered my room and met my hostel and cleaning my place and resting.....................and the NIGHTMARE started!!!!!

afternoon time was ok lar,resting...but then got taklimat at astaka(is field actually~) under the may-penang-damn-hot-sun,a totally-windless condition.
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slept at 1something am and started to be homesick TT i admitted that I cried non-stop on my bed,missing my family and friends!somehow,thanks to my dear friends,you all really cheered me up!must always keep in touch o! study hard together due to our future n_n

DAY 2
a brand new day started.I waked up at 4.30 am and washed my clothes.ALAMAK!
then went to dewan xxx to attend majlis perasmian .Here we are,hwee ying and me,both superwomen looked super tired! Z.zlisten to the speech by principal and pengarah sambil sleeping below...we were all too tired!
afternoon time,I met my mentor and knew some new friends!4chinese in my class,1boy and 3 girls but 2 girls are going to switch to sains hayat...omg!!
again~i was late for my moral session and nearly being punished by seniors...time menagement is really important in KMPP!! it is crucial in our life =)
*bear in mind.....3 times late = 1 amaran!!!

DAY 3
another day~also waked up at 4.30 am to take bath!It's great,no need to queue up and waited for my turn as I was early enough =P
gathered at 5.30am for moral session,present our group cheer loud!kaka xD
sambaleh~sambalewa~we are the winners,you are the loser!GROUP 7,brace your weapon,shoot!
we were also having a fun time by enjoying our senior fasilitators' dance~ NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU xP fasi miao hui,fasi ashlene,fasi sher lan were great but not fasi wei jiet @@
after that,we rushed from bilik kuliah to astaka for a riadah~run there coz too far and we were nearly late again...

walked from hostel to office to bio lab to photostate shop to hostel to bio lab =="""
KMPP really enormous la!these 3 days made my legs luka ady,really painful even though with the scholl shoes ## walk from east to west and west to east everyday,hope that it will make me thinner,hehe^^
really sweat alot!drop...drop...drop
yo!muar,i am back!
thanks god i can escape from the last two days of orientation