is it a time for me to back to reality?

20/08/2010
my AINO phone had been put into the pocket of my tracksuit
and i had accidentally throw it into the water...
and this stupid silly action made my handphone GONE~
my first thought is :"well, not a big deal! I saved my photo n songs in my pc ady~"
my second thought IS : OMG!!!! MY MSG AND MY CONTACT LIST~~~~~~"
well,i really dont mind my phone~
but i really treasure those msgs...
because the things would never be the same again~
because i would NEVER receive the same msg again...
they're really mean to me
and i always read them again and again when i'm free
and think of my past days
and now?
the only connection and the little secret had gone...
from the first day we know until now, all the things had GONE
speechless,my tears couldnt flow out =X

this is fate.
maybe this is the time i should back to the reality
and no more rely on those virtual msg
but i really SAD
how much i wish i could wake up from this nightmare
how much i wish my msg back
how much i wish for miracle
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~