BC2 的团圆饭 n__n

Date: 26 January 2010.
Time: Dinner time.
Venue: Megah Restaurant?
Participants: 25 lovely members of lovable BC2 (PPISMP Sem 2 June 2010 Intake)
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After class today, we immediately escaped from the gate of the maktab and headed to Megah Restaurant which is a stone throw away our college. Today is a red letter day for our class 'coz we was going to have our Class Reunion Dinner before CNY. Wooohoo! xD
Today is really a great day. Coz we didnt have to run 2.4km as usual during our PJ class due to the raining day. Yes!!! I love raining day. It saves me from suffering. Somehow, it makes me trembling while taking bath :S
Back to the topic, the reunion dinner.
I dont know why it was held. Perhaps the Sem 7 seniors also had it few days before and our class followed this idea? Anyway, it is nice to gather everybody and have our dinner together. It is a rare chance. We did chat alot throughout the whole dinner, making the most noise as usual and made people couldnt fail to stare at us. I wondered what would they think. LOL. No doubt, as our lecturer said we are the most active and noisy class she seldom meet. We got plenty of energy to laugh and talk at the top pitch like what the hell had happened! Okay, it is so called youngster xP So did we in the restaurant too.

The dishes. RM10 is paid for this dinner. :X
Part of the girls. :)

3 of us. My besties in maktab ^^

With Shin Phing da cool girl.

With Ah Sing. The most beautiful girl in my class. x)

With Ah Ngor babe. Muacksss.

jC, Peh Yee, Yee Ching and Ah Sing.

With Yee Ching da yam chong. She is nice while she is serious. :O

With Hui Jian babe aka Princess Apple Tan. Another sweet girl.

With Suan Suan aka the nervous girl aka PKO. :)

With my Sem 2 KO - Shi Ying!

With Wan Ting aka tallest girl in my class. :P

With Fang Lee (:

In the coming Rabbit Year, I hope everybody will be as cute, as energetic, as sweet as rabbit. I hope our class will be the most co-operative class. No more argue. No more quarel. Everything will be just fine no matter in interaction, assignment or examination. Lets finish our PPISMP course smoothly this year!

Happy Chinese New Year, my friend！！ ＼^0^／

in advance~~ (in CNY mood dy)

是晴天，是阴天，天天都是好天～

长大的悲哀

长大
是我们从小就希望着的
然而
长大后，一切与我们当年的想象差得好多
长大后就一定要学会保护自己
但是保护自己的唯一途径就是伤害他人么？
我不明白
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很多时候我都抱怨着自己混不进人群，被人群遗忘
在看了朋友们的案例后，我明白安静沉默也是一种福
在你需要朋友的时候，大家会表面地给你关心
这并不是我要的。我要的是真心。
但，起码被暗地里说坏话的时候不会有我的份
这算是一种明哲保身吧？
原来看似和平和谐的外表藏着惊涛骇浪
难道长大就是走入孤单、没有朋友的年代么？
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和大家聊了很久，第一次我的房间如此热闹
我真的很享受这个时刻
大家一起笑、一起沮丧、一起八卦、一起谈心、一起分享食物
好充实，好久违的快乐 :D
她说的某一番话让我觉得温暖
她说不要我们参入她们太多省得全部人也不爽我们
我们还是保持中立就好
其实我不介意的，我们是一伙的嘛，其实有问题大家可以一起面对的
人多势众嘛~
看到他们的问题我也很不开心
好好的一班人为什么要这样呢？只能说树大招风~无奈~
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走向长大就等于走入虚伪，走入孤单么？
朋友我爱你们... :)

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从新山回来啦！！xD

这次的新山之行还不赖，只是我期待更多~

还有5天...我就能回家啦！

还有5天...我就能跟baby一起去新山了。好久没看到我的baby了，好想念她的吵闹。没有她在我身边一切好安静。最期待我们母女的彻夜长谈girls talk~woohoo xD

还有5天...我就能到KSL shopping~我就能看到我久违的朋友。真的好期待！希望失望不会是结尾~ -/\-

这次的the zon 写春联真的好忙好忙！3-5点，我一开始就没停下来过，连喝水的时间都没有。手脚都好痛，但也是很有满足感！一大堆人不停地向我讨字，称赞我的字，不断地说谢谢。Woah! 爽到冒泡~~~

这次也顺便参加了春映边城挥春赛，写了草书（排写-ing）。拿了优秀奖，RM150~是还不错开心下，但人都是不会满足的动物，想着如果拿特优就更好了，RM300啊~~只得下次再多加把劲啦！Hwaiting :)

倒数5天，时间快跑！！！

这个星期要跑学院两圈，要larian pecut，还要上pergerakan asas（想到要跳马我就想死），还有BMK(那个讲师超凶的说)，还有西游记presentation，还要踢futsal，还要拿回KS assignment的draft然后再加资料（我很怕被整份reject回来）。。。天哪！好多东西担心~5天象5年那么难过~时间求你快快跑~~~

但，

新年后assignment就来了吧？我不要 T___T

ps:我们竟然又联络了。其实我每天都很想写信息给他，但每次都很努力地克制了自己的冲动。我不想让他觉得我很厚脸皮，每次有事没事骚扰人家。就连那通电话都是鼓起了很大的勇气才敢拨通的。值得开心的是起码我们谈的不错，起码没什么冷场。其实我还蛮想问他们两个的事情，只是很难开口，所以就算了~这时我才发现，我们现在这样的关系很好，很自然！虽然发展不到某种阶段，但我们是对方的好朋友，能自然地谈天谈心互亏对方，不用像以前那样尴尬，而且朋友是一辈子的。BRAVO! 现在真的很期待我们大家的重逢:)

Cooking is LOVE 2 :)

HAHA!!! Cooking time is fun!
Somehow, I felt quite boring to cook already from time to time. Zzz. Anyway, I am still looking forward to cook more dishes. Everytime when hearing my friends said the dishes are yummy, it will give my energy to have another try and cook more. :D

Aubergine egg with rice.
WOAH :O
Ladyfingers egg with rice.
Mee hoon and Mee sua in one :)

First time trying cooking mee sua. Learning a lesson that mee sua is not allowed to put inside the water before cooking, orelse it will become mee hoon kuek. *LAUGH!* Somehow, it is still a good try. Wan Ting and my mate both said quite yummy. :)
These were what I tried for this week. My friend, Suan Suan had made carrot soup the day before. It is nice too but a bit too spicy with too much pepper in it.

We planned to try more. Mee hoon kueh, spagetti, fried rice, garlic bread and even pizza :P

我很想家 Ｔ＿Ｔ

不知道为什么这几天那么想家，或许是想到得待在宿舍3个礼拜才能再次返回温暖的家里吧~
今天mummy他们来找我，带我去比赛和逛街，我真得很开心，我期待很多天了!
看到他们我有好多话跟他们说，跟他们介绍我的新衣服，跟他们炫耀我这几天学做的菜，跟他们撒娇说我的手指割伤了，跟他们发脾气，跟他们发神经...
我好想好想他们哦！T_T
只有对着他们，我可以真正地透露内心的想法，我可以不用硬挤出笑颜，我可以任性地发脾气
我知道我真得很坏！在逛街的时候，我不时地摆臭脸，我真的不想逛了可是我更不想回宿舍！当时建一分一秒地溜走，他们说要带我回宿舍了，我的心情越差。天知道我流泪了。或许是因为课业压力，寒冷的天气，孤单的心灵让我更想他们吧~毕竟自己一个人待在宿舍，对着无声的电脑，反复听着同样的旋律，想着恼人的课业，那种孤单寂寞无助的心情是没人了解的。我很叽喳,但只有对熟人。很多时候我想说话，可是我很懒惰开口。只有在他们面前，我可以自在地说话，自在地沉默。
看着车子驾走了，我的泪又流了。在冲凉的时候做了无声的哭泣。打字的时候泪珠不停下滑。我想大哭，但我知道我的脆弱不能被听见。我知道我很没用，这么大了还那么爱哭，遇到小小挫折只会哭，但是我更清楚自己是多么地想家，想念他们的温暖。:((((

Menu for Saturday - beehoon and macaroni =)

I am so proud of what we did today! We made our own meals for both lunch and dinner.

Prepare for the Bee-hoon soup. The room messed up!

On the way Cooking

Deng, deng..... THE PRODUCT!! :)

So, we had a nice lunch in dorm. Lets see how the dinner going to be done. LOL

Nah,

The Mashed Potato done by me!! My fingers injured when cutting the potatoes and I didnt realise it until I discovered the red ink on the potatoes. LOL xD It is painful :((( But it is all worth when my friends said the mashed potato is yummy :) I am so easy to get happy and contented.

Mashed potato. ^_^

She is the one responsible for our dinner today. Wan Ting was on the way making the tuna mayonnaise macaroni. Her room was filled with the aroma of tuna when I entered.

Another messy scene :X

Tuna potato mayonnaise macoroni :)

Though it doesnt looked very attractive but it is nice somehow.

Finally, the dessert - steam egg!

My stomach is so damn full now!!! With a fully filled stomach and 2 injured fingers, let me say a 'goodbye' here. My aunts coming BP tomorrow, YEAH!! And pray hard for the caligraphy competition tomorrow...

Ciaosss

life in maktab recently :)

It had been two weeks since the school reopened. So far so good. The life, the meals, the interactions, etc. Hopefully assignments wouldnt be given too soon, at least let me have another deep breath before new year. So far I received two. I am quite blurrr of what to do again. Somehow, I will try my very best this time! :)

The boring life I am having. Lesson, dorm, reading, facebooking.

Not to forget, let me show you my effort in cooking.

Tomato + Beans + Eggs!!! It is nice :)

I used to rush back my room and fully use the 1 hour break to cook. HAHA!

We did try to make ABC soup yesterday too and it was a great success! The soup is just like what my aunt cooked at home. Yummy! Tomorow will get bee-hoon soup and spagetti made by my friends. I am quite looking forward!!! xD

Just dig this seed out from my pencil box. Just realise it's appearance. I'm too bored in PJ lesson and simply wrote sth up there. LOLS!

Another two weeks to go before CNY holidays, another two weeks to go before I go back Muar. Quite miss my sweet home actually!!! :( Somehow, I am looking forward to go JB for the caligraphy exhibition in The Zon too. Wish to see my friends there and perhaps having a great talk! I am happy recently. Really enjoy myself now. Though sometime the scar might be pain still, but I prefer to remember the sweet moments more.

Smiley face =)

I LOVE YOU

스쳐가나요 우리의 사랑이
溜走了嘛 我們的愛
가슴아픈 추억인가요
是心動的回憶嘛
돌아서네요 그대의 마음을
拜託回來吧 你的心
눈물로도 잡을순 없나요
即使用眼淚也無法抓住嘛
my love 사랑해요 사랑해요 그대 듣고있나요
my love 我愛你 我愛你 你有聽見嘛
my love 잊지 말아요 지우지 말아요
my love 不要忘記 不要擦去
우리의 사랑을
我們之間的愛
나의 눈물이 그대 보이나요
我的眼淚 你看見了嘛
하루하루 그리워 합니다
我每天每天都想著你
가슴떨리던 그대 입맞춤도
即使是讓我心跳加速的你的吻
이제는 추억이 됐나봐요
現在也都變成了回憶
my love 사랑해요 사랑해요 그대 듣고있나요
my love 我愛你 我愛你 你有聽見嘛
my love 잊지 말아요 지우지 말아요
my love 不要忘記 不要擦去
우리의 사랑을
我們之間的愛
매일 난 그리움속에 하루를 버티는데 그댄 어디 있나요
每天在我思念深處 支撐我過每一天的你在哪裡
내가 미안해요 미안해요 그대 잊지못해서
我真的很對不起 真的對不起 因為我無法忘記你
my love 돌아와요 떠나지 말아요
my love 回來吧 不要離開我
내곁에서 제발
你就留在我身邊吧 拜託了

I love this song since the very First second I listened to it. I love this song deeper when I know whats the lyrics mean.
I LOVE YOU by Kim Tae Yeon

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Just a short post.

Just back from shopping.

200 bucks gone buying clothes for CNY! :O

Death bell is a nice movie. :)

My legs are in great pain now after walking for kilometresss.

Superb tired now!

Schooling tomorrow, again~ Z.z

Cooking is LOVE :)

I love cooking! I enjoyed cooking. I addicted to the dishes I cooked. :D
I hate the unhealthy food and get really bored with the same dishes in cafe everyday. Thats why I bought a rice cooker for Semester 2. Cooking is fun. I rushed with the time to cook my lunch before attending to the following class in the afternoon. Everytime when the water get boiled, the smell of the dishes or soup will fill every edges in my room and my face will spread wide into a happy smile. It is a smile of satisfying :)
Btw, lotsa money is saved. I could just spend 1 dollar per day for 2 meals! :O
So far, I had tried tonic soup, black bean soup, steam egg and aubergine. What I could describe them is delicious and amazing! The own cook food is better than everything. My friends said the soup is nice too, I am incredibly blissful hearing that! I would like to cook more and make more special dishes. Cooking is LOVE! xD
My friend made her own cake and some of my classmates made spagetti, soup, fish and meat for us too. We're pretty cool!!
Ps: Holidays tomorrow!! Cheers for that \^0^/ Shopping and movie time tomorrow. Ciaosss~

没有阿公给我叫已经两年了T_T

两年了
你已经离开我整整两年了
而很多时候我还是会想起你
想起你的声音
想起你的一举一动
你问我“甲罢没”？盯着我每次拿回家的奖杯奖状金金看~
想起你想到我又哭了
若不是我也劝你搬到爸爸家住
若不是爸爸没看好你
你就不会跌到，不会跌断了骨头，不会动手术，不会离开了
很多时候我还是一直责怪自己
责怪自己间接害死了你
责怪自己以前不曾好好认识你，陪你说话
现在
看到桌上的报纸
听到熟悉的雪糕摇铃声
走到五脚基
坐在躺椅上
泪还是会掉
泪很轻，痛却很重
两年了
很多事情早已全非
然而我知道思念你的心和情
永远都不会随着时间的流逝而有所改变
阿公啊~
我知道你都在我身边看着我一天一天地长大
我感觉得到
进入我的梦乡，再一次，好么？
在我的梦境里，让你活生生的，像以前一样
梦到你的情景，我每个都记得
可是下一次，
不要在梦里提醒我你早已离开好么？
两年没叫阿公了
两年没看到阿公了
阿公，你的孙女又想你了~.~

今天的我很开心:D

这几天睡觉的时候很顺手地要摸一摸床头的小白熊

但留在手上的仅仅是午夜安静的空气

小熊不在床头

我并没把小熊带来宿舍

我没打算让他入住我接下来的日子

把熊熊留在家里的橱里头

把回忆也埋在了那里

我从来都没有抱熊仔的习惯

她送的巧克力熊我早都摆进了橱

而这只小白熊会在宿舍的床头摆了一整个学期我也意外

我和我的‘小卑鄙’相依为命了十几载

心事只有她知道

开始跟熊熊讲话看着他发呆对着他笑我也意外

一开始总是随手摸摸看看

以为自己总是只把熊熊摆在那儿

这学期就不带了

没想到现在睡不着的夜里找不到他还有点失落

原来很多事情不知不觉是会慢慢扎根

变成习惯的

太可怕了

我会习惯没有他的日子

接下来那无数的夜晚我相信卑鄙会陪我过的

我还是比较适合跟可爱的小卑鄙相依:)

*小卑鄙即英翻小baby*

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今天当了什么马来文科的负责人

原本比较中意华文讲师的

但...

我想我还是少了点勇气

没关系

我还是给了自己正面的力量

这是新的挑战

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还有今天搞好了体育的呈堂这种以往我认为很无聊的废事

很开心自己终于能勤劳点甘愿点

以后我也会努力做事的不管喜欢不喜欢

看到事情都是自己做难免不平

但学习到的知识与经验是自己的

虽然最后知道我们错误理解了题目也因为时间问题没能呈堂

起码我有做

而不是推给别人或随随便便交货

自己有认真过何必管他什么结果呢

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今天还看见讲师嘲笑讽刺责备班上的同学

心里很不好过

我们都准时出席并尽力地做好了我们的功课

我们根本就没有做错什么

或许错只错在我们‘不同姓’

其实只要一个人一旦定了我们的罪对我们有所偏见

所有完美在他眼里都可以是不完美

错不在我和我的同学

错的不是我们班

是那个早就帮我们定罪的人

所以不管是什么好事坏事他都有话说的

但我们不能因此就做坏

这样他不就更多话说

我们要做好本分

公道自在人心

我相信

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今天还用80仙买白饭然后过了两餐

蒸了蛋喝了昨天剩下的冷汤

虽然很普通但觉得有家里的味道

幸福又营养

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今天日期显示：一月五日

今天是某个朋友的生日

今天我学会了很多小道理

让我不计较

一开始会不开心但发现做多做少会有不同的收获

一份耕耘，一份收获嘛~

很多时候只要做好自己问心无愧

就算吃一点小亏

又有什么好不开心的呢？

owh~ the FIRST day of sem 2 :(((

It was the first day of my Semester 2.

Happy to know that assembly today was cancelled, we earned one more hour of sleep! :D

Somehow, today's lesson were tiring enough! I was frustrated by my Sem 2 timetable. The timetable was packed enough!!! 3 days of a week we gonna attend kuliah until 6pm and even Friday the lecture will be ended at 4.45pm. OMG :O

AND I got my Sem 1 result in the very first period. I was happy to see the words 'meneruskan pengajian' but was sad enough to see my CGPA grade. It was not really bad compared to others, I should be satisfied. I was just disappointed by my learning attitude last year. I didnt focus on studies much and simply did my assignments and this is the result I deserved. 3.52. Isnt it bad?

No pain no gain is really true! I did put in a lot of efforts in my BC 2 assignment and I managed to gain A- from it. Somehow, I cincai did my basic mathematics and kajian sosial assignments and that is why C+ and B- appeared on my result slip for the first time since I was already schooling for 11 years.

What I learn from the past is I will be more conscientious in doing works, properly. Assignment seemed more important than the exam. Anyway, doing well in both things only make you succeed. Sem 2, gambateh!! :)

Will I really survive and achieve my goal this time? Or continue with my laziness? I dont know. I should force myself more.

Again, no pain no gain!

Badminton time, bye........

新学期开始了~

又回到了05-221这个熟悉的房间。
打开了房门，啊~~~灰尘的味道:X
我想念去年那个熟悉香香又温暖的窝~
谢谢妈咪们帮我打扫。
我以后一定会尽量乖乖滴，每次这么说都还是跟你们大小声~离开了家才会开始珍惜有你们的日子~T_T
还要谢谢ah mate和我一起抹地
这一刻，
房间又整整齐齐啦！
开心:D
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还是有点舍不得家里，虽然说学校离家乡真的蛮靠近的
可是每个星期得舟车劳顿还是令人畏惧
在宿舍里要自己打点一切
虽然说很自由，少了很多唠叨
但，还是很想念妈咪煮的菜，好吃有营养~
现在又得开始烦恼下一餐了，希望锅锅用得着。不，应该是自己勤劳点煮东西吃:P
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新的一年，新的学期
会是怎样的呢？
连我也拭目以待~
希望万事顺利，开开心心，健健康康，平平安安咯！！-/\-