2010小结 =)

我还记得2009华文科试卷一里某个作文题目是“时间是一列不能从来的火车”。是的，时光的列车总是走得那么快，来也匆匆，去也匆匆，还没让人有时间做好心理准备，一年又复一年了。时光匆匆，从来就不会为任何人而等待。霎时，今天是2010年的最后一天了。一整天，我的心情都是沉重的，因为我舍不得2010年这个绚丽的梦。
生活一切都太虚幻，美的不真实；心灵却经过了许多事情的洗礼得到了一定的升华，实在而富裕。

摄于2009年的秋天。好想念我们当初一起上课，一起玩牌，一起不进班，一起跟老师顶嘴，一起抄功课，一起八卦，一起笑，一起闹的日子。如今想起似乎仍是昨天发生的事情，但明天我们不可能再有这一刻 *心酸酸的*

毕业后，我们拥有了自由的蓝天。丢掉了制服的束缚和书包的压力，我们开始走向新的方向。在这半年的假期里，我们进入了社会的染缸，到处去求职打工赚钱。这时候赚的钱虽然不多，只有区区的几百块，但我们是开心的。打工记让我更懂得人一定得学会礼貌和圆滑的处事，不管心情好不好都得笑脸迎人。
我很开心在Qdees幼稚园打工，认识了我生命中最灿烂的天使！他们永远都是那么地有朝气，那么地开心，那么地天真。我爱他们不仅仅是因为他们的可爱，还有他们身上散发出来那种鲜少还能在大人身上看到的童真和直率。那是一种自然，没有虚伪做作。他们是我心中永远的小天使，想到他们爽朗的笑声，我的笑容也会灿烂许多:)

Cecelia, Andeline, Doreen, Maureen, Bee Qin, Breden Soh, Jasper...

你们是大姐姐的宝贝。姐姐永远都会想你们的。

在2010的夏季，我做好了心理准备到新加坡去念书。谁知一个无情的通知打乱了全盘的计划。我向往的国家，我期待的学业全都一瞬间化为泡影。我哭了！升学的迷惘，申请上烦乱的手续，面试的紧绷压力，心情上的变化让我的生活毫无目的可言。在做工的当儿迷迷蒙蒙地混日子。我讨厌这半年来的闲荡，像极了无所事事的废人~.~

无情的通知让我得一个人去到遥远的槟城念预科班。我带着百般不愿意的心情接受了家人的这个决定。天知道我多么地抗拒！！所有人的祝福对当时的我来说就像是天大的讽刺。

2010年的夏初，临别依依，我得告别我的姐妹们。

在注册入学前一晚，我的彷徨和思念让我哭了整个晚上。

第一次的离家对我这个温室里的花朵来说是印象深刻的。每天晚上想起家里的床时我总是哭着入睡。每一次通电话和视讯，听到那把熟悉的声音，看到眼前熟悉的摆设，眼眶都回不自主地红了起来，毕竟都已离我遥远。这些都是2010年才学会的勇敢和独立，学会习惯陌生的环境，学会参入陌生的话题，学会结识陌生的同学。我之所以对KMPP念念不忘是因为在这里体验了很多的第一次。第一次离家，第一次住宿舍，第一次要打点自己的三餐，第一次自己洗衣服，第一次.....

很感谢朋友给予的温暖，帮助，拥抱。这些都是难忘的。我想现在这些光景已经不再，大家已经不再像以前一样团结，一样友爱，或许已经不再熟悉，但在我的记忆深处里我们还是一样团结，一样友爱的。我真得很爱很爱你们和珍惜这段缘分。

一起没饭吃的周末下午。

一起在图书馆读书谈天的每个晚上:(((

一起去唱K的周末。

全家福！我印象中最最最团结的F4! 真的希望我们是永远的好朋友~

在一直团结下去哦，我们的家不能散！！要等我回去团圆好么？T_T

我最爱的F4P3。超爱我这些大哥哥大姐姐的啦~他们的友爱和对我的好早已超越了肤色种族~我头发很乱的Ketua Luthfi，总是给他添麻烦的Tan，常扮鬼脸逗我开心的Kak Amalina，每天叫我“老师”的Amal，到现在都很关心我的Tiqa，给我很多帮助的Ika，etc。好想你们~

我在KiamPiPi的gang~超级hiao group！我也超想你们的~不知道我们大伙还有没有相逢的一天呢？我会记得你们的信，超级感动的！

我知道你们跟我的小文敏敏已经渐行渐远，但对我而言我们曾经是好朋友。记忆是不可以磨灭的~你们对我的好我都深深地记得！

还记得么？我走前一天我们一起吃不合法的肉粽还有Otak-otak哦！:P

还有一起踏脚车，过绳子的星期三傍晚。我最开心的星期三！

和我B1-2-13的roomates。也谢谢他们曾经叫我起床，在我钱包不见时主动借我钱，请我吃蛇皮果...

这短短的一个月是我2010年最丰富的回忆。虽然许多事情早已经全变了样，该放手的也已放了，很多情感也已灰飞烟灭，可是回忆始终在我心底最深处，是我最丰富的资源。

趁我们相识的这一年结束以前，我想跟你说对不起。你每次都会跟我说对不起因为总是害我哭了，但我也要跟你说一样的话。我们的一切结束了我知道，但不代表我们的友情也画下句点对么？我不知道你是否还有有空上来看看我的近况，如果你看到~我答应你的事都有做得好好的，你也要履行你的承诺哦，要记得我，不可以再弄我生气了，要带她们来找我玩因为我在等你们！我之前真的很不放心你，每次都问起你的近况，现在不会了，我知道他会很好很好地照顾你，不会让你伤心也不会给你那么多麻烦，我也知道你很爱她，你们一定要幸福哦！不可以再有遗憾了~还要努力读书，不可以在因为感情的问题影响课业了。加油，朋友！我们是最铁的知己。爱相惜:D

2010年，我知道爱情不是想象中的梦幻。很多东西错过就是错过。时间不会为你停留，也没有人会为你等待。所以，在2011一定要珍惜身边所有爱你和你爱的人！

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2010，我终于完成了我从小的自愿，成功地踏入了师训的大门，朝梦想迈进了一大步！但，我并不开心，没有想象中的开心。或许是因为梦想已经完成已经没有什么目标了吧？2011年，让我为自己开启新的自愿：当个好学生，考取最高的荣誉，不能抱怨课业做得比别人多，不能随便读书要求及格就好。加油！

在师训，我总是觉得不自在。我总是抱怨。我总是觉得自己混不进。同样的，在今年结束以前我想说声对不起。对不起我总是不珍惜，或许觉得我们在一起的时间还很长~明年，也就是几个小时后，我一定会跟你们成为好朋友的！我们曾经历过那么多，都不是假的。

鱼的生日

火锅记

可怜的便当晚餐

辛苦努力的结果^^

Sem 8 学长姐欢送会

2010, 我的machi们跟我感情更好了哦！虽然我们聚少离多，但小别胜新欢嘛~常常一起出来喝茶，重温旧梦真的很棒！我们要一直一直走下去哦~爱你们！你们永远是我的精神支柱。在我远在异乡独自打拚的时候，你们的一封简讯就会让我精神抖擞~谢谢你们的陪伴。

尤其是歪歪美女。每次在我失意时总是给我超多的关心，虽然我们真的很久不见了，但像你所说的我们的心是bonded的，不管去到天涯海角都不会忘了彼此在对方心中的分量。2010，我明白了朋友的真谛。每天见面没有心都是假的，真正的朋友出自真正的关心，哪怕距离多远，时间多久，那才是真正的朋友。

还有盈dear dear！虽然我们以前不是很熟，但在2010我们的友情突飞猛进哦！你真的是很38的孩子，而且很贴心。你为我们所做的都好感动！我们是一辈子的dear dear 哦~么么！

And also w.yee~ Know you couldnt understand the words. HAHA! 2010 is the year we get quarel and we overcome it and become better. You're my dear sister forever o!! We dont want quarel again dy kay? :)

2010我明白了亲情友情爱情。2011我不会再同样的犯错~
My new target in 2011 will be get excellent result, do the best for every single assignments, have better achivement in calligraphy, read more English novel, eat healthier own cooked food, no more lazy, be more focus in studies, no more emo due to anybody, finish my PPISMP smoothly.
Lets achieve it!! Full of semangat now. 2011, I AM COMING!!! Hwaiting xD

HAPPYNEWYEAR, boys and girls. *LOVE*

A meaningful morning :)

Woke up at 7.45 in the morning, is really considered early for me!! Zzz. Hanging out having breakfast with my maktab friends and entertain the one from Segamat :) So, here we were! Chicken rice kopitiam. Out of my surprise, there were few of customers today. Perhaps it was because today is a weekday. I gonna wait for a long time everytime I had breakfast here during weekends.

The chicken rice!
From left, Wan Ting, jC, ah Quek :D

Peh Yee with Zhen Cong

LOL!!! XD

Thanks to Peh Yee's great camwhoring skill!! A nice shot ^^V

3 of us :)

My maktab friends. Teens today, teacher tomorrow! xP

Wan Ting and me under the shade of tree. Romantic huh? :D

ps dear, I used the baggie you gave me!!! Love it.

I am so short :(((

Check you out!!!

Never imagine that Tanjung Emas is actually a quite beautiful place. Wan Ting and ZC.

ZC and the monkeys!!! See monkeys is a must if you visit Tanjung. HA!

Quiet a nice outing under the cloudy sky. The soft sea breeze was cool and I did enjoy it caressing my hair. I never realise that Tanjung is really a good place to stroll around and suitable for couples to pat toh here. I think I did my part as a tour guide and driver and photographer as well, I'm happy finally there are friend from another place visiting my hometown. I hope he likes it and Thanks for coming to celebrate my bday ^^

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I should bring my friends here next time if they really come visiting me larrr :P All this nice view and comfortable cool breeze made me emo for a while. I hoped they would come to visit me, at the same time I scared I might feel awkward for seeing them together. You should know what I mean right? AIKS! :( Kidding, I can bare it. I used to be a pro-lightbulb already though most of the time I'm unwilling but no choice. *LAUGH*

Hot spot! I will bring you guys for seeing MONKEYS!!! XD

Monkeys here very fierce one.

Second, the mangrove tree and the Muar River.

How could you forget this big durian? XP
I will leave the couple for having their sweet time here. It seemed romantic walking under the tree shade, enjoying the river breeze!!!

SO! Welcome to Muar, Mr & Mrs Tan and my beloved matricians . LOL XD

Really get my fingers crossed that I could meet up with you all someday, my friends! Miss you guys to MAX no matter I resided any places in your heart not. One of my bday wishes is keep in touch and have an everlasting frienship with you guys. LOVE! =)

I am officially eighteen now! YAY!!! =DD

HAHA! Pretty mood today! I woke up at 11 sth am -__- and half of my birthday gone T_T

First of all, thanks to my mommy for cooking this mee-sua-neng for me. Eating this is the tradition of mine :)

I LOVE THIS. yummy!

Around 2sth, I went to Wetex Parade to meet up with my maktab friends. I never think of they will be going to celebrate birthday for me since my birthday is always in holiday. Everytime I am the one who help my classmates to celebrate their birthday and I was having green eyes. I really jealous.

So, they planned to celebrate my birthday secretly. I never know that and really get the most surprise! Thanks to Ah Quek, Zhen Cong, Wan Ting and also my ah mate Honeyyin!!! I really wont expect Zhen Cong coming to Muar from Segamat! OMGosh, it is too far :O Thanks to the surprise!!! :D

I am so sorry that I always feel that I was neglected in class all the times. Now I know you guys didnt really neglect me, just I am too quiet and looked cold sometime, maybe? I will try to be more sampat in the coming sem, sampat and noisy are belong to the real jC! xD Hoping that our friendship will getting better and better in the future! LOVE is everything!

Maybe I am a silly girl that used to stay in the past and I am the one who tend to neglect the love given by them. I promise, I will back to the reality and appreciate every moments I am having now, no more childish complaining :X

jC and the cheese cake. :D

*Make a wish* candid shot by mate. :)

HUUU. blowing off the candles. 18! I've grown older.

Biting out the candle is a MUST-DO-TRADITION!

With my lovely ah mate Han Yin. Love you. I dont want to change room next time T_T

With Zhen Cong. Thanks for coming from Segamat!!! ^^ With Wan Ting!! Thanks for buying the cake. It is a delicious one :D

At night, I hanged out with my dear dear - Caroline :D I am so sorry that I thought she had forgotten my birthday and get really dissapointed for a while. Sorry dear. :((( Though we didnt jio our gang and only had our girls' talk, I was satisfied enough.

I understand that it is not a big deal whether you got a big big celebration with many many friends coming over or not. It is not a serious case you did receive a lots of gifts or not. It is just a matter of heart. You remember it by your own mind or not. I dont like the reminding of facebook. I hope my friends could remember it by heart without any reminding. I know many of them do and I am sincerely touched by them. For example I cried just because of a simple message by Yiling because we seldom hang out and even contact and she is the one who doesnt have facebook account. I surprised that she remembered the day. I know yy, THC, nies, tangent, darween, liwen, jasmin, woon yee, edwina etc etc they all remember. I am glad that I am having them as my besties =)

I shed tears again when I saw the present by Caroline too! The bag and the rabbit doll given are hand made by her!!! I admit that maybe they are not as great as those machine made that sold in the shop but the sincere heart is irreplaceable!! For me, they are special and flawlessly as they are only for me, the only one in the world, I couldnt find it in else where no matter how much money I spent! I really touched by II!!! I know she is busy working until late night and she still used her time to make it for me. I love you dear! Cant you dont be that touched huh?

Are we looked alike???? :P
Everybody said so after she cut her hair. The same hairstyle, the same spec, the same shortness :X But she is much much prettier and sweeter for sure!!!

The gifts! Hand made bag with my face on it and cute rabbit doll by dear Caroline. The bling bling necklace from hawt besties aka ah por Edwinarrr and the contact lens from besties jie jie aka ah ma Woon Yee. Thank you! Appreciate every of them!!! =D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN TO JING CHAN before the needles of the clock slowly move to 12am!!! I had a great birthday this year. Thanks for all the wishes given. I love and precious everything. :)