relatives from china

hoooo~~~i finally get back my card reader from my brother and can upload some photo.

last week,my relatives came from china and singapore.they kept on praising me on the achievement of my calligraphy and made me felt very happy ^^

here is some pictures:

brother and sisters

my aunties and their aunties

my uncle and his aunties and uncle
and.....finally,my brother and i also took photo with them...here we are:

this is my first time to meet them.and this is also their first time to meet all of us.i like them very very much because they are very friendly.i sincerely hope that they will come again.^^

nice nice layout

just finish changing the layout,very pek cek coz everything gone!and i have to do it again..but feeling very happy when see the products ^^
hope everybody like it!haha XD

sth about me lo

T H E S E L F
[01] Name: Tay Jing Chan
[02] Nickname: Chan
[03] Married: of course NO
[04] Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
[05] Gender: girl
[06] Age: 16
[07] High School: SMK Dato Sri Amar Diraja,Muar
[08] College: Haven't
[09] Height: 155 ba
[10] Weight: i wont tell you
[11] Do you like yourself: YES!
[12] Piercings: no.
[13] Right or left: -
[14] Are you a freak : drama freak
[15] Hair: bob
[16] Skin: fair
[17] Allergic: Seafood & birdnest.my throat will feeling itchy and painful
[18] What are you doing now: Filling this survey and chatting with wina
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: do homework and listen to my mp3
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Be a strict teacher? maybe

T H E F A M I L Y
[21] Live with : 3 aunties,uncle,a gong and didi
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: Me XD
[24] Youngest: Brother
[25] Love/hate your family: Supreme love and NEVER hate..

T H E L O V E
[26] You found your another half: not yet.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: -
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: ethan ruan
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: NEVER
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): not dare to woo
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): a prank
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: always
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: i love other star
[34] Ever argue with your other half: i hvn meet him so how to argue?
[35] You with your other half since: fated to love you started
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: ha?
[37] Reasons you love your other half: he is handsome and good in acting
[38] You and your other half in which stage: star and fans
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: if he woo me,i will be damn exhilarated!but impossible~~

T H E F R I E N D S
[41] Your first best friend: swj(once bcum enemy and now bcum stranger)
[42] Your first enemy: olw(now bcum good fren)
[43] The friend you love the most: thc,elain lee.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): lsy
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: yy.
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: nobody
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: fake girl who like to pretending
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: sissy and hao-lien
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: nope.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Nope.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: I'll hate them forever.
[52] If your friend betray you: I'll hate them forever.
[53] If your friend woo your lover : my frens will never agree my taste.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: love him lo.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: i am definitely not a lesbian!.

T H E S T U D I E S
[56] Are you a good student: i think so.heehee
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: depends
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: teacher:pn asfahani(she is vry kind),mr sim(bcz he is vry good in add math)
[59] Always late to school/college: NEVER
[60] Your class: 4 Bestari..with 1/4 of chinese
[61] You love your seniors: Yes.
[62] Senior who you like the most: all
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Half half.
[64] Excellent result classmate: me?sy?aminul?
[65] Laziest classmate: malays

T H E P E O P L E
[66] Smart people : me
[67] Stupid people : me
[68] Good looking people: yy
[69] Ugly people: me
[70] Funny people: elain lee
[71] Cute people: yu bao
[72] Bad people: ppl who bully me
[73] Honest people: Woon Yee
[74] Acting people: erm...actor
[75] You are what kind of people: look solemn and hao lien but actually a funny and crazy person
T H E P R E F E R
[76] Lip or eyes: Both.
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: of coz taller!i am so short
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both.
[81] Listener or talker: listener.
[82] Romantic or rich: both
[83] Good Mother or Good Wife: good sister.

T H E F U T U R E
[84] Age to get marry: before 30.
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2++(1 girl 1 boy)
[86] Career: teacher
[87] Salary: the more the better
[88] Retirement age: depends
[89] Properties value: ??
[90] Wishes: earn a LV and many many money and still live with my dear family

thank to my legs

after 2 days strolling with friends and being torturing by the taekwando sir,now my legs are terribly painful and half paralysed!!

yesterday,bought book with woon yee from tanjung mas to popular then to city star.quite a new experience because i had never buy books with friends.and i had never walk such a long distance!it makes me quite excited,haha XD we bought a lot of exercise books and planned to buy the twilight series but unfortunately we had no money!!the books are damn pricey!RM50 leh!we pondered there whether it is worthy to buy..and finally,we decided not to buy it.=.=

today,i took part in calligraphy competition.amithabha.i get no1,haha...but only RM30 with a small trophy.sigh...i want many many money!!while waiting for the results,yu bao and i went strolling to popular and fresco from chung hua 1 just to buy 1 piece of pancake.we waited for so long so long but the irresponsible taoke didnt chap us also.walao A.so unpolite. =.=" and caused us had to walk walk walk to fresco there to buy pancake.

"thank to my dear legs,you are very pity to be my legs",stared at my legs with deep sigh...

guilin,i am coming

cant wait anymore to tell you all the good news!!!

this holiday.....i can go guilin,china!!happy-ing

a very beautiful place

CHEERS~~~i'm still ALIVE

omg.oh my god!oh my goodness!!OH MY GOODNESS!!!

I'M STILL ALIVE

just came back from the torturing taekwando lesson.nearly paralysed!i had run the dato padang for 3 rounds!and do a lot of stretching,sparring.omg,all this activities are nearly kill me!REALLY!i must admit that i am an idiot in sports.from track and field sports to balls and the list goes on.i am very easy to pant and i am not determine enough.as my friends can run 2.4km in 14min17,i failed to do so.dont bother about the time,i cant finish 2.4km also.

today.....a cruel sir came!a sir with good looking in appearance but not good looking in his heart!he asked us to run round the field for 3 rounds(amithabha,last time he had asked my frens to run 4 rounds).if you think that this is nothing,please teach me how to run because after i finished,my face turned as pale as sheet.my hearbeat was damn fast and my heart was very very painful,nearly sent me into state of shock!i really felt that i was at the edge of death and i kept on warning myself that i cannot die!very scared and felt helpless at that moment!amithabha again..after a while i vomit..yuck!so disgusting and embarrassing,i wanna dig a hole to jump in XC

if you think that the torturing traning had finished,then you are WRONG!!!

this is just beginning.after rest for two minutes,we got to do kicking,pumping,and.....many many activities that make me dying!!!all this suffering activities have to be carry out 3 times!! 3x torturing!a deep deep sigh.haiz~~

finally.........

this hellacious activities had came to an end.omg,really make me paralysing.i think my limb can pain for 2 days..but i used to it already..

p/s:dont simply join taekwando because it really drives you crazy as the lessons are full of a lot of unexpected surprises!and all the surprises are depend on our sir and miss mood and creativity..haha

keep all my sadness,ready to go shopping with my "dear wy" ^^

where to shop??ans:bookshop

i warn you,dont laugh XD

we are always that conscientious...

n bye

enjoy life

so happy!!!exam had pass and i can do many relax things!playing computer for more than 5 hours,reading novel,watching television and the BEST thing is of course NO NEED STUDY ANYMORE!
i sign up for rocketmail today.it is really amazing and fantastic!it can put a lot of cute cute animations and can even play lots of game with friends online.so nice and make me laugh a lot!!hahahahaha..
without exam is really good!
(my brother who is beside me keeps on giving out comments that i am purposely post this for him because he havent finish his exam..haha.serve right to him!i m free now!lalalala...)

MERDEKA

congrats to all form 4 students...we had finally freed from all the drudgery of exams...celebrate!!!but it is also quite sad la..that means that 1 year flew past already.so fast.!in rocket speed!and we have to face the SPM examination when the school reopen again.so stress!!
i now still cant believe that 1 year just flew past like this.but actually this year is quite meaningful!!lets recall what i had learnt this year:::

i dont know any of add math and keep on worrying i dont know how to do when encounter add math questions.
i learnt f4 add math syllbus ady.although still not very good in it,at least it is not as difficult as i thought before.

i think chemistry is all about a+b=ab only.only boring equation with silicon,CO2,O2,H2 only.
my thinking last year is half correct.it is really all about a+b=ab,but is has many other things to learn actually.like:mole,periodic table,characteristic of group 1,2,18 and period..like metalloid.ya,there are some calculations inside too!in a nutshell,chemistry is 1 of my favourite subject!!XD

i think that physics is all about calculation with boring formula and nothing else.
bingo!physics is all about this.but there are different divisions like forces,pressue,light.i love to attend physics class but until now i am not interested in this subject.so boring!

biology is my favourite subject!i love and very intersted in all the process in our body.it is very lively and people say girls usually like biology.yes,i am!!i love it.i LOVE biology!!XD
now,i am still love this subject very much.even though i am very confusing when enter a new chapter,but because of my enthusiastic,i didnt give up and continue to try my best to understand it.for example:i tried about 2months,just to understand mitotic and meiosis,ask my teacher whenever she is free untill she said:"enough,dont keep on asking la.i teach it later,k?'but she didnt teach it and she explained until duno how to explain.haha.i am always that troublesome!

history...i love this subject actually.but i afraid.......the history of Islam
actually history of Islam is not as boring as i thought before.i am quite interesting in this topic!i think that i had increased quite a lot of knowledge about all the old civilization..

A meaningful year and gain a lot of NEW knowledge! continue to fight and gambateh next year!SPM i am ready..HAHA!!!(not ready actually la,just show some fake confidence)

dont cry,sky...

the sky is quite gloomy and dark recently..
did anybody realise it??
maybe only me..realise it...
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭
my feeling is just like this lyric..
grey.feeling like autumn,droping leaves.dont know how to pass the long,boring night.my heart and mind are dark.to conclude is i am so sad......
it is raining now.maybe you dont know why it is raining,but i know!
no science theory . no weather broadcast . nothing .
just because a shifu in tangkak was die.
just because my uncle didnt want his family anymore.
just because..............

today is shifu's funeral.she is going to be cremated.i cant see her anymore.NO MORE!
can you understand how do i feel? i dont think so..
because nobody care about me and they dont want to share feeling with me..
i worried whether shifu will feel painful or not..where is she right now...
i know my thinking is so childish but i just miss her...
a person suddenly dissapear from your life and you wouldnt see her forever.
this is really sad!isnt it? >.< n i really dont like this!!I HATE IT!
until now.she died for a whole week ady but i still cant believe!
although i had seen her dead body but.....still not believe that she had passed away..
she is still alive in my memories. yes,she is! she will never die in my memories.

beside that,i also miss my uncle.
he is leaving us,working in KL.
he is blind and he is working in the big city.it is dangerous.all of us are worrying him but why he cant feel it and determine to go there?papa and aunties are worry but uncle shouted at them angrily!now,everybody is dissapointed ady.so sad!!!i also miss my uncle..come back la...haiz

why recently so suai??
i think a lot but all my thinking is encircle an topic-DEATH.
i think there are some problems in my brain and i wonder should i receive the psychoteraphy?

the sky was sobbing . crying . wailing .
me too, sobbing . crying . wailing .
now the rain had stopped and the warm sun had came out with a sweet and brilliant smile.
but can i stop crying and worrying?
can the sun in my heart also appear?
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热......
ya,maybe i should follow this lyric
be brave and find my strength and determination back...

dont cry,sky..
dont cry,girl..

calligraphy exhibition

juz came back from a calligraphy exhibition.the participants are my seniors as well as my friends.there are 6 of them but i only know 3 of them because they come from muar,and the other 3 come from melacca.

this is my calligraphy teacher - mr.lau ming liang.he is also a calligrapher.this is mr fu yong gang.he is a doctor and also president of the calligraphy association
and this is oh yu long.senior.

ribbon-cutting ceremony
my idol ^^mr sim mow yu.he is 97 years old ady!!he is very strong and healthy

Here are some nice and great pieces of work..

I love this one the most.written by kok kian.dont know why but i juz love this.!!

Hope that i also got chance to participate in the next exhibition.I must try my best to write better!!gambateh ^^

and...and...Happy Merdeka!!Happy Birthday 51 years old to Malaysia \^0^/

today,everything are fine and happy...but just few minutes ago i heard a bad news!

a nun in tangkak had passed away.i knew her since i was very young,she was very nice and kind.i was very shocked and i cried after that.my tears flowed down uncontrollably.i felt really sad and depress.cant see her again...~~ amitabha..

gathering!!

so happy..kaka..
i met my primary school friends yesterday!!
long time no see..miss them so much..
actually,i must admit that i once to be a very arrogance girl and i was not very welcomed among my friends.i used to be alone here and there.our relationship not very very bad but i just didn't have a true friend to share my glorious and sadness.i was not part of any gangs.
BUT,NOW.....
we are close!!we develop a very good and nice relationship.
we contact each other after we finished our primary school time...
some of us met once a year during chinese new year.
because of terribly missing one another,we decided to held a gathering..
it was real fun to meet them.they didnt change as much as i thought.i still can recognise them.luckily.kaka..
we spent a lovely and memorable night in my friend-Wei Hao's house.we held this gathering to meet each other and help him to celebrate his sweet sixteen birthday!his parents were so nice.they prepared a lot of mouth-watering good for us..
mee goreng,mee siam,curry,fruits,juices and the list goes on...ya,we had berbaque too.
here is some pictures..my friend refused to take photograph..

me and ryna(one of the beauty in our class)

veevian,li wen ,ryna and me

take phote secretly~~
alvin and wei hao..ee~alvin,where are u??

so dark until his head is missing..

wei hao..the back of him got 2 boys get ready to press him onto the cake.

so DARK!!
-THE END-

happy.sad.suffer.happy

sunday-a wonderful morning,the wind caressed my face,feeling so nice and comfortable..my uncle and consin came back today.the very thing that make me on cloud nine is my cousin brought me and my brothers an i-pod shuffle!!my mp4 is spoit the day before,it still can function as mp3,i still can enjoy the lovely songs,but the monitor is rosak!and i cant choose the song and the system!it really made me difficult to use as i dont know what is the next song and cant view the drama anymore...oh my god!!how do i live without you...my lovely mp4..sob~~

but,who know?my nightmare past so easy and fast!the next morning,my cousin gave me a new i-pod shuffle!thanks so much!! i love i-pod so much!but it is too expensive for me!i have dream for i-pod nano for ages,even though it is only i-pod shuffle,but i dont care.it is good also,isnt it?hahaha...

monday-going to have my monthly test.oh my goodness.i am not well-prepared leh!!

tuesday-i ate a delicious,mouth watering breakfast--nasi lemak today,befora going to have my omg exam..but,ONLY GOD KNOW...i am going to suffer for the whole day due to this stupid nasi lemak!! XC
about 2 something,my stomack began to be painful!VERY PAINFUL..i thought is another type of pain(as a girl,you know..)but NO!it is definitely NOT!!i started to have the eager to vomit!ya,i really rush to the toilet to MUNTAH!!disgusting!yuck!and somemore cirit-birit..so painful..rather kill me!omg..so i made my first time absence to attend my add math tuition class for this year.i want to go so much,but unfortunately,my poor somach not allow me to do so..poor girl(all of my friends said so,and thanks for their caring,it made me touch!muaksss)see the doctor at night.all the clinic in muar seemed to be full,all packed with many many people.i wondered whether all the muarians were sick badly.i found a clinic which is only a little people.but still wait for nearly 1 hour

wednesday -need to go school somemore because of the lame test.i dont want to drop to the last place...so tough and wearing.my backbone is so pain now..sob~~~

thursday-i am feeling better now.i got my result today!i got my chemistry 98 marks!quite sad..because of Br..Br is bromine ,i wrote Br stand for barium..stupid!!!but i got my moral 100%..yeah!!happy and shocked because it is really out of my expectations!!my hand was trembling when my teacher gave me the test paper.so shocked!!haha..

hope that i am always in the pink of health,dont want to be sick anymore..so tough and suffer a lot..terror and horror

exhilarated

just come back from cycling..

hoooo.....the feeling is extremely nice!=D
the cool breeze caressed my face and my hair,cool man!
i cycled with my dear brother and uncle ,using the ah ma ka qia.make me look VERY a sor.. =.= huh!anyway,nobody looks at me,only terrace house beside me,playground as well..of course,i am only 16 so i am still childish! ^^ i played the swing,see-saw...very scared of the spring will break!luckily,it didnt..=p i cycled around my taman about 1 hour.nice,relax,shock!also very tired and exhausted!take some photos and video during the cycling trip by my brother handphone,but unable to upload..haiz


yeah,left two hours and i can watch my DEAR drama!!--fated to love you--

looking forward patiently ~~

Happy fathers' day

new york cheese cake from secret recipe..RM70++ so expensive!3 fathers.papa,a gong n da be(from left).having dinner in Star restoran
3 fathers again..celebrating father's day and da be's birthday.^^

Lalalala...Lalalala..

on cloud nine n happy today.Da be came back from Australia and come back to Muar.He brought a lot of chocolate..hehe..nice!but my throat got a little painful,so i ate only 2 pieces..yummy..i want somemore!! :p

Then,we also having dinner in Star restoran.nothing special about it la.just a simple dinner.

Ya,my aunt and I bought cake from Secret Recipe.omg,so expensive XC not very delicious,but also not so bad.Sure la!If not nice to eat,i sure sue them.but again!VERY EXPENSIVE ##

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Now,let me show some nice caligraphy and chinese art!(haha,hao-lien and feeling proud of myself,hope you dont mind XD)

This is the caligraphy that going to take part in pameran..and my teacher said that it is very impressive!!do you think so??hehe...i also dunno.. :p

Here is 3 chinese art drawing..i spent very long time to finish them.each drawing i spent about 2-3 hours to draw and sketch.then about 1 hour to colour it.because of the colour will becomes lighter and quite plain,i have to colour it again and again..very LONG and TTRED process.my legs are really painful because i am too short and have to stand when draw them.Zzz

so,readers,how do you think of my caligraphy and drawing??give me comments Oo..i really appreciate it!thanks..

my name

What Tay Jing Chan Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

i think is quite accurate..how u all think?

nothing

i do nothing >.<
nothing to do >,<
days by days.....it goes so fast.without my permissions.it is my time,my life! MINE!
but why didnt ask me when you decided to flew past??bla bla bla
the holidays are finally come to an end,i am feel really sad and depressed!!i looking forward it long long time ago but it flew past easily...i dont want,dont want la!i dont want to go back to school!i hate it so much!
during holidays,i can enjoy life so comfortably.i can wake up when about 10am(i know,it is quite late,but i sleep about 1am)...and,i can do anything i like..although it is boring

i study when i like to do so without stress

i read novel when i feel i want to read

i surf internet when i feel boring

i watch tv when there is nice shows

i sing karaoke when i feel i want to voice out

i do watever things i like

no homework.no tuition.no techer.no stress.nothing

but...

unfortunately..

it will past within 4 days..

4 DAYS!?

omg..i sob for the ending of my dearly holidays..

looking forward the next holidays~~

patiently~~

slow

63 words

Speedtest

A HUGE CHANGE

I CUT MY HAIR...
i keep my hair for at least 2 years and i decided to cut it short...
the atmosphere now is damn cool and fresh..
but i think it looks quite stupid..anyway,i still accept it..hahaha
i plan to post some photo here but i give up this plan because i really looked ugly and stupid!!
deep sighing again~~

boring..

hi earthlings..
i am here again!!
finally.....my mid year was over..so exhilarated!the air and atmosphere now like sweeter than ever..=D enjoy this nice feeling..but actually also feel quite boring..LoL
a really happy thing happens to me!although that is not a big deal,but for me...it is....HAPPY
i got my result for my chinese essay..haha..i got pretty high marks!!not to hao-lien here but share my happyness here..is 64/70..hehe XD high spirit!this is my first time essay got above 60 marks!since form 4 ..chinese like quite tough,and cause me lost my confidence on it..i really crossed my fingers and hope i can get A1...in every single exam..sound like greedy,huh?but that is a target..!wish me good luck,friends...
next is my malay....haiz..sigh deeply!72 is the marks i got for my paper2..i dont know whether it is a high marks or not..but i am the highest among the chinese in my class..that is quite a happy news but i am not really satisfy with that..because i expect to get higher marks..i memorize evrything about komsas but my teacher marks me 0 mark and wrote there tak tepat!omg..i memorize it from the reference book and my tuition teacher leh..so pity!and the questions that we have to write out our own opinion one...pada pendapat anda but not pada pendapat skema,the answers should be marked correct according to the logic but not skema!!so sad...i wrote so long and only gain 1 mark.....sobbing ~~
results will be given out after the 2 weeks holidays..and i will update my lastest result..wish me good luck again,k?i also wish all my friends got excellent result!!

既期待又怕受伤害 looking forward but scared tbe hurt......

muaksssss..

recently,i am addicted to this drama!!

two main characters..cun xi(ethan ruan)and xin yi(joe chen)..dont know each other at the beginning..but after having 'relationship',they live together with their 'baby'..and as usual..the started to love each other..

the damn cute doggie!!miu-miu..CUTE!!it knows to act..see it's eyes,look sad,isnt it?coz d owner is scolding it..feeling pity for it..CUTE!! =D it is now facing the wall after scolded by his owner..natural ACTion..damn cute =p
dylan(chen-chu-he)..handsome!!kaka :p i think sometime he looks like jerry yan..i think...sweet sweet couple..

i am very crazy and addicted to taiwan drama..especially the romantic 'ou xiang ju'..i am addicted to my lucky star last year,and now this one...hoooo-ray!yeah! leave me alone for a while..i am going to cheering..la..la..la....

kk..back to normal again..the feeling of sadness engulf me for quite a long time

already.now,finally,i am better,feeling HIGH.....coz this is really a nice drama after a donkey's year...since my lucky star finished..the story flows nicely,humorous and sweeeeeeet!omg again and again,turn nuts!!

cant wait until next week.it is so sad and bad to wait for 7 days to watch 1 new episode..deep sighing again..

waiting patiently..........

heartbreaking news

terrible~~buildings are destroyed by the cruel earthquakes..and i dare not uplode the pics with.....

haiz..believe that everybody know the heartbreaking news about the sichuan 7.9 earthquake..so sad,isnt it?unless you are cold-blooded,or else you must sympathize the victims!!when i was watching the news and reading the newspaper,i really feel depress!!especially when i see the pictures..my tears nearly flow down..uncontrollably~~the parents wailed for the death and missing of their children,children wailed for their friends,teachers.....
i thought of the people who die..the earthquake happened so suddenly,they know whether they already go to another world?everythings happen in a sudden!!and must be very pain!!and the people who survive..although lucky to survive,but they have to face their life after this..they have to face the death of their relative and family,face their home destroyed,no money,no food...cant imagine how terrible their life are...
now,i feel lucky that i born in Malaysia..although Malaysia is..keke...u know...and very hot!!but at least no disaster happens here..i learn to appreciate and cherish what i am having now^^
again,feeling terrible,horrible,lucky as well..
may god bless all the victims..XD

WAILING A WHOLE NIGHT!!

i am so sad and nearly go crazy..i think i am getting stupid and stupid!!my brain cant work and cant think of anything when doing add math..i was quite good at it and proud of it before..but now,everything changed!!my add math has become very bad!i am really so sad!i put in a lot of effort,i pay attention during tuition class,do whatever works the teacher give,copy everything, and i really on cloud nine when my first montly test got a 100%,but my 2nd test ..erm..sorry to say that i fail!!not under 40 marks jz fail to achieve my goal..since then..i become very scared of add math..i hate myself for being like this!!
i remembered that last year i love to attend the tuition class to gain more knowledge,but now?not that i dont like the tuition,juz i seemed to lost interest on it..i really scared and feeling so stressed!!nobody understand my feeling,not even my family members..haiz,and i also not very understand myself,i think so..juz feel that my feeling is so'grey'..who can tell me how to overcome this??orelse i will going crazy soon...ya,maybe...
i cried for a whole night after go back home.ya, i must admit that i am very easy to be beaten down and my tears can flow down very easy...juz think of i might get lousy result for my mid year,my family cant understand me and i might let them down.....i cry!!useless,isnt it??u may laugh at my childish action for crying on result,but i think that is ok..at least i release my sadness but not put in my heart..i think that is unhealthy.agree?hehe..whatever you think,i wouldnt care..
i hoped thet i will become better for my add math!!i realy cross my fingers and prey sincerely!!pls...ya,everytime after crying,i will become stronger(ya,i think so),so lets prey for me too,readers..will you??haha..
gambateh!!tomorrow will be better!! :D
hoping~~

lot of Vitamin D!!

Monday again!(everyone knows)..Assembly again(again everybody knows it)..haiya..don't blame for my lame sentence..because i am nearly crazy today!!!
OMG I AM GOING TO SUE MY TEACHER..!!(no la,juz for release my anger)
My teachers turn insane today(hoping just for today or else i will soon DIE)..Yes!they are sot!!we students enjoy our gossip,chatting during the lame assembly and show that we are not respect the teacher in front6,so my GPK asked all of us to stay back,stand under the sun until afternoon!!but of course we didnt stand there until noon la,juz until about9.15am but it is enough terrible,make my feet so painful!!walao A~~however,do you believe that every students cheer up and hooray-ing when GPK asked us to do so?yes,we did it!and i think my teacher is(coughing)BOMB!!'zha dao'..we all continue our lovely story..bla bla bla somemore...
at last my teacher really tak boleh tahan liao,finally he shouted at us,scold and scold,even ask us to promise him that we wouldnt do this again..so boring..
haiz,so pity..i am going fainted..why i have such a 'good' teacher?give us opportunity to gain Vitamin D???
OMG again..

happy-ing

This is my pretty calligraphy work..nice meh?i aso dunno

after many days of bad mood,i am exhilarated now!!not really high but at least better than previous day..today i went to learn calligraphy and my teacher praised for my good job!!and he asked me to go to China in June because my calligraphy work take part in the pameran there..so happy!!i am wondering whether i want to go or not..because i got tuition that time and scared of going there alone(my auntie will not be going)..but they all support and persuade me to go.. and said that this is a very good opportunity,i can learn to be independent,can meet many people,bla bla bla..but i am still afraid,so timid!!haiz~~

guess what?at last i AGREE..so,china..I AM COMING!!kaka =v=

SAD!!

today i had finish my second monthly test..i have to be ecstatic actually,but i didn't..i am extremely DOWN!!DAMN SAD!!i failed in my exam!!total failure!!actually i havent get my marks of any subject,i failed to achieve my target..my add math...omg...i got a perfect 100% last time,but now??hehe..sorry to say that i...i think i get bout 70% something this time.SO SAD!!!i am upset not because of my lousy result,but i let my teacher and family down!!i feel sorry to myself too.why i have been so careless..so nervous!!not confident?
my hands started shivering and cold when i realised that the time lasted 25 minutes and i still have 2-3more questions not done yet!when one is nervous 1 hour also not enough!!i prayed again and again but...i dont know la..dont want to remind this type of unpleasant memory la..the only conclusion is i am so sad and regret!sorry to myself,teachers and family members..SORRY

i MUST work hard!!next time i will SUCCESS!!gambateh!

BEST WISHES

recently~~

quite a lot of things happened recently..
March!!a fantastic month full of ecstatic and excitement.so many of my family members celebrate birthday in Mac.AND my nephew was born!!welcome to this lovely world..haha XP




n i went to 'sao mu' last week..praying there n hope that my grandma will 'bao you'me 4eva!!
haiz second exam is coming within one week.i havent prepared yet..omg!n i heard that my principal is going to take action terhadap those who failed their exam.n also those who get lower marks compared to last time..omg again!but i think he will be very busy if he really going to start this sort of thing!cant think about it!a role of student queue up in front of staffroom waiting for...PUNISHMENT!!haiz~~
going to study liao..scared n terror!!keke