TMK in PJ assignment is finally DONE!!! :D

After nearly two months, this assignment is finally done!! Our group did our presentation today. The marks is not really good, 3 marks less than others :( 'Coz the video couldnt be linked well and the marks are deducted. *Sob* Anyway, it is quite a awesome task. First time complete an assignment in this style.

Side view of 10 pieces of assignment from my class.

Nah!!! CD, but not for sale. :P

My mentor (and also my TMK lecturer for this sem), En. Zelkelpli and jC, with my product :)

He is a nice man. YO!! The one me and my group members done. Nice?

The end Product.

Two more assignments to be submitted within 1 week. Great!

Exam is coming soon............T.T

Daddy is great :D

I love daddy. He came BP to work today. And he brought me lotsa foods! He bought lunch and dinner for me. Damn lots and made me full like hell!!! Even I didn’t remind him, he remembers I love pearl tea and kindly bought me one too. How sweet my dad!! So touched T_T I shouldn’t look down at his not-so-well-paid job. Though he is not as rich as my uncle that could send his children to Aussie or other fathers who brought branded to their kids, he always gives us the best part that he could afford. Laptop, hard disk, iPhone, my favourite sushi, etc… whatever I requested he never say a ‘NO’. And this makes me not dare to ask for more as I don’t feel like wasting too much of his money. He climbs the roof to set astro and satellite to earn every cents. I know this is tough and he is so FAT yet!! :P - I am his one and the only daughter, and so he sayang me the most. I know he shed a tear when I was studying in Penang. He drove me to Penang and came back BP for maktab interview and accompany me Penang again after interview. When I lost my purse there, he nearly rushed there to help me. He sacrifices for us. I am glad to have him as my dad. Although he seldom talks to me or asks about my performances, my friends and my life. Although he is not the one taking care of me. Although I am not staying with him. Still, I Love you daddy :) - I will study hard to make you be proud of me even though you never want me to stress myself to gain perfect score. You always ask me to relax myself and a passing marks is enough for you. You always say IQ is not everything, EQ and behaviour are the only thing important. No matter how, I still hope people will know that I am your clever girl though you are not phD neither rich. I will work hard. ^0^ - PS: I had my PJA this afternoon. I only start to learn lompat tingting and batu seremban the very first time. They’re FUN!!! I was wondering what I had done in my childhood time and how come I never play all these traditional games before? My friends said my childhood time was just about studying. I protested. I got my sweet childhood time too! I ride, I played badminton, Chinese Chess, Poker card, congkak, hide-and seek, police-and-thieves, I built sand castle, I caught fish in drain, TOO! I am just like you all. Just too many games I played until lompat tingting and batu seremban are missed out :( I precious my childhood! :D 有感而发的题外话：这份爱仍是属于你的，虽然“我爱你”这三个字早已不属于我。

我不爽你很久了！！！

我不是好人，但我更不是个坏人。任何人对我好，我都知道，也会付出。但，如果你想着沾我便宜、欺负我，我也会讨厌你。我不会害回你，我会忍，我相信公道自在人心。谁谁谁，我忍很久了！你一再考验我的忍耐功力！忍久了，佛都有火的！你有你的梦、你的坚持、你的理想，我没有权利插手更不会破坏。但请你尊重我也有我的坚持，请你不要毁了我的梦想。对你，我不会因为你的敷衍而同样地抱着你一起去死，一起搪塞我们的功课。我想过，但我不会这么做。你不做的大不了我做完。没什么了不起的，我能学到更多，甚至我更相信我做的成品。共享的分数我也不介意你平白无故地拿走了。因为你不值得我为了你而丢了我的分数。我想你是知道我的型，所以吃死我？我没有吃亏。因为你，我的忍术更上一层，我学的更圆滑，我懂的更多。你醒目点吧！没有你我不用再当长舌妇，没有你我少受一份窝囊气，没有你我也不会死。反感~每天因为你而烦。你还给我脸色看。他X的！！！ 4年半。加油！*正面思想正面思想*:)

I hope you would always be there for me.

I hope you could still encourage me like you used to do.

I hope I could receive your messages again.

Can you kindly send me one?

LOL :)

Bla bla bla (9)

Luckily, futsal day was over again. I don’t know why my friends enjoyed this game so much, but I was just scare of it. I want and I do hope I am no more a sports idiot, but sadly I am still the one. I couldn’t do well in any sports neither games. I am so sad about it. My brain could just memorise the theory part, the rules part, but my body is just so noob that I couldn’t applicate all the tedious theory in my real performance. What am I going to do? I would like to try but…I don’t want to cause my team to lose. You see? When my team lost in the game, I feel so sorry for them. I didn’t mean to it but I just, I just couldn’t perform well. :( - Assignment period is going to the end, SOON!!! Bravo! And I start to get quite relax all these while. I should say I feel assignment period in Sem 2 is easier and smoothier compared to the previous semester. Perhaps I had used to it? I don’t think so. Butterflies flying all over my stomach each time when I think of the oncoming assignments and semester. But afterwards, I will tell myself that everything will turn out to be a better one if I really put in effort. - I admit that I am not stupid, but at the same time I was always lazy. Because of my laziness, I could just achieve half of my target each time. No matter trial or SPM, I targeted high and I was just achieving the middle of it. I was not satisfied! I never satisfy with my performance. This time, I aim for first class, seriously. It is luring my heart away. Maybe you will laugh at my silly dream? But if I don’t target high, I will get more terrible result. I will pay more concentration on my studies, I promise. I don’t want to be a loser again, I hate the feeling of losing to others. I don’t want people to look down at a little teacher like me. I hope my family will be proud of me. I hope… ... ... -/\- Assignment period is going to the end, exam is coming!!! :O So, Gambateh, girl!!! You can do it surely if you want. Another 2 months before my semester break. Another 2 months to meet you all. Holiday, coming faster PLEASE! I wanna escape from here :( - Anyway, the first time teaching tuition experience was awesome!! Kids are cute. Somehow, they bring you troubles if they’re over-active but they made you disappoint too if they’re too passive. I learnt some teaching skill too. Bits by bits. All in all, it is fun! :D - All the best, girl!! ~Chill~

Bla bla bla (8)

I enjoy my days to be busy, a contented one. This is a good way to avoid myself from over-thinking on some minor and stupid stuffs. It is Friday again. The day I love the most. It is the day I am back to my lovely home again. :)

Nearly forgot jor I gonna replace my aunt's friend, help her to teach tuition tomorrow. Woah! It is pretty cool. I remember I used to hold a class when I was working last time, but the kids are from kindergarten and they made so much noises that I couldnt calm them down. I know I couldnt control a class well without an adult. I would feel scare and nervous. But what I am going to do tomorrow is not only control them, but is to Teach! -__-"" How could I?

As a future teacher... Ya, I am a future teacher. But as you see it is a future tense, but present stage I am still a trainee, a student, a freshie compared to my seniors.

I scare I might spoilt the good reputation of my aunt's tuition centre, I scare get complained by the parents, I scare the students couldnt understand what I teach, I scare I dont explain clear enough for them...

OMG! Now only I realise it is not easy to be a teacher. I was wrong.

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PS:

Suddenly I recalled what my timbalan pengarah, Mr Koh said in the moral session this morning. We must always arrange our time and use it wisely to avoid ourselves from being stressful when 10 pieces of assignments are given to you. Besides, he also suggested us to jot down our feelings when we're depress yet couldnt find a suitable listener at that time on a paper and straightly go to bed after finish writing all your bad mood. Read what you had wrote after a few days and most of the time you will be shocked by the stupid feelings you was having that time. IT IS TRUE! Normally when I read back the feelings I posted, I shocked by it too and think of how come I was so emo that time due to the same stupid things. I really doubt is all those posts were written by me. LOL! Somehow, when I am in bad mood again, I find those words meaningful again. It is a process of growing up for me. It is part and parcel of my life. So, I wouldnt delete the footprints all over my world.

Ohh yea, I think I should record the most embarassing day of mine before I deleted it from my memories. The day before, I woke up at 8.25am and my class started at 8.30am!! At first I was really blur when I first read those informing messages, I thought I could sleep longer. How funny!!!But after my brain did the second interpretation, You know how shock I was at that moment. I was like what the hell, 5 MINUTES! -SH*T- I immediately JUMPED up from my bed and wrapped myself in baju kurung. I felt so embarrassing to go out and brush my teeth outside as I didnt want they found I woke up 5 mins before class and just wanna go to brush teeth. I admit that the idea of skip the brushing came to my mind, but I couldnt. I Brushed my teeth inside my room at last. SWEAT =="" Luckily I was able to rush for my class on time and I was not the most late one that day. Thank God :DD

At last, Gratz to my friends who passed their SPM with flying colours! I am proud of them, my friends and my juniors. All the best in future studies. Soon you all will realise that SPM certificate is just a piece of paper, it means nothing, Everything is starting over again. :)

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Anyway, all the best for tomorrow! I will take the teaching experience as a good try. -Gambateh and Pray hard- ^^

有感而发

骗你，但我骗不了自己

明明不喜欢你，骗说我爱你

明明爱上你，却说不在意

明明很想你，说成早就忘了你

明明空闲得发荒，写成很忙没空理你、珍重、再见

很好，我已经成了一个骗子

因为你看不到我，所以我可以欺骗你

你看不到我的神情，所以哭了我也能轻易地改成微笑着

明明心酸死了，却忍着

现在才明白最可悲的是你连吃醋的机会都没有

不想继续聊下去是因为...

感觉不同了，情感冷却了，文字无情了

所以停止一切吧

把号码删了N次，却早就刻在心中怎么删？

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号外：

刚刚竟然在pendrive发现了以前的video，看了笑得好灿烂！

怎么以前都不曾发现？我不明白~

听到熟悉的声音，却不认得，好伤心。

听到开心的笑声，没想到还能听到，好开心！

下一次的相遇，请你相信，我永远欢迎，因为你们永远是我的好朋友 :)

Happy happy holidays :)

Tuesday. We visited Khoo Sir in hospital. He was so pity coz of the stupid accident. His left leg badly injured, we all felt kinda sad for him. Surely we pray hard for his recover. -/\-
Afterwards, we went Delikateza cafe for our lunch.

With Caroline my dear.

With Karyne.

Thursday. Hang out with Woon Yee. It had been 1 month since I last met her during cny, miss her to the max!! We went for hair cut, sing K and even cooked the dinner ourselves! This is really something we did without second thought. Great!! x)

Friday. Going to sing K with my lovely gang. It was really happy to meet yy again who I have not meet for ages!! She is the same leng lui and her connecting wire is still the short. haha xD

With 'Singaporeans' - yy and karyne.

Dear dear Caroline ^0^

With the pretties karyne, yy and caroline :D

I went to hospital to wash my teeth, went banking, went for hair cut, went for facial, completed lotsa assignments! Wow, a contented holidays... :)

It ends.

Happy schooling tomorrow~ x)

The end of the world is coming?!! O.o

Please, DON'T!

日本发生的8.9级大地震及其引发的海啸震惊了全世界。它不只震动了日本岛屿，更是震了全世界的心。超过20个太平洋国家都发出了警告，就连东马也笼罩在海啸的恐慌。

这不得不让也陷入了惊恐的感觉，难道世界真要末日了么？地球母亲的怀抱已经不再安全？2012，明年。如果世界明年就末日了，虽然有点点害怕，但我还蛮开心的。我不需要因为身边的亲人和朋友一个个的离开而伤心，而是可以和他们一起去到另一个国度。或许也不错吧？LOL

但，我还有好多的事没完成。我还没结婚，甚至连恋爱也没谈过，我没体会过爱人和被爱的幸福。这些不算什么。我还没拿过全国书法公开的冠军。我还没再次与matric的朋友见面。我还没完成我的学业，实现我从小到大的愿望，当了好老师，教育下一代，甚至我还没实习过。还没，还没...最重要的是我还没用赚到的第一份薪水来孝顺家人，带他们去玩。还没，还没...在2012.12.21的时候我还没满20岁！我还没成年就得被摧毁了么？

或许是我杞人忧天，但我真得很怕这天的来临。如果这一天真的来了，我一定要死在家人的怀里。*哭*

让我们祈祷世界和平！不，与其祈祷，我们更应该尽自己的绵力爱护地球。我们更更应该珍惜身边的每一个人，每一件事。每天活得开心，获得充实。不要客气和身边的人说爱，因为或许下一秒地震会带走我们。appreciate-every-moments. This is why I named my blog as this. To remind myself and my readers. Appreciate! :)

小手术

很久很久以前，鼻子不知为什么生了一粒小东西，圆圆硬硬的，像青春痘。我也不以为意。慢慢的它越来越大。我才告诉家人。又拖了一个月总算到假期了，我才到诊所去检查。真得很可怕。当你躺上手术台的时候，听到医生的用具庆锵作响，然后看着他拿出尖尖的刺还有钳子小刀等用具，让你脸的方向延伸。我闭上眼，感觉他在挖着鼻子里的那粒他所谓的硬掉的脓。阿弥陀佛～
处理好了，我像缺氧般的，全身软趴趴。
经过这件事，我明白了一个道理。当小病不去理会，很容易会酿成大病，后悔莫及。原本只是粒小豆豆，如果当初擦药，今天我就不用去诊所讨血流了。真可怕 :S

Bla bla bla (7)

Well, I had been abandoned my blog for days. 'Coz there is no big deal happening these few days. It is just a simple assignment rushing period which I hate it the Most as usual!! Still, I am facebook-ing and enjoying my own sweet time in watching Hong Kong drama on the way doing my works. LOLS!

And I feel more and more pathetic to stay in this fake world. I dont understand how people can act so much. Did they attend any classes sorta teach them how to act? And why they act so much in their life? Dont they feel uncomfortable to act? Seriously, I dont understand why but I know I feel disgusting about it. It sucks! :X

It is all I wanna record down here. Nothing much to leave. So, Bye. :)

Merentas desa for KTP-18

Time flies. It had came to March of Twenty-Eleven. It is the time for me to be in the middle way of rushing my assignments again. Oh well, it is my first time taking part in Kejohanan Trek dan Padang since I entered maktab. It is the 18th time this time.
I woke up 6.30am, it was kinda early for me. I was so lethargic and refusing to drag my lazy body from the warmness of my bed. My eyes swollen. I felt kinda sick. And on my way running, I kept on feel like vomit. Somehow, I was still trying my best to run. Though I didnt manage to get any places, I was not the last one. :D

Before the run get started, we did our photo-taking session of course.

Yee Xien and I.
The four colours of the group. Rumah Bayan, Helang, Merak, Kenyalang which represented by the colours of Blue, Hijiau, Merah and Kuning.

My classmates and I from Yellow House.

Part of the girls from my class. :)

With my ah mate ^0^

With Wan Ting.

With Apple Hui Jian.

With Chanel Poh Choo.

With Yee Ching.

The run started at 8.30am. PHEW~

With Fang Lee who was able to get No. 4 for girls. Gratz to her. She is so Geng!!

So happy that we are then released and I can have my good rest in room. The following two days will be the real sukan. Looking forward it because kuliah will be cancelled.

With unsecure wondering and nervousity, I am going to rush for assignment. Bye earthlings. :)

Creativity, Bombastic Words and Superior Ideas, Please come to me NOW! I want you seriously X)

一个人

一个人单身久了
会懒得恋爱


一个人单身久了
朋友会越重要


一个人单身久了
会越来越喜欢听歌


一个人单身久了
电话会常常忘记带


一个人单身久了
就会养成一个怪癖


一个人单身久了
对爱情会越来越挑剔


一个人单身久了
除了寂寞点外
还是蛮开心的


一个人单身久了
会慢慢变得成熟起来


一个人单身久了
会比以前更爱父母
更重视亲情


一个人单身久了
对所有的节日大多没什么期待


一个人单身久了
看到别人一对对的很甜蜜
心里多少还是会有些介意


一个人单身久了
会喜欢买很多鞋子
带自己去很多很远的地方


一个人单身久了
会觉得无拘无束自由自在


一个人单身久了
爱情会变得越来越不重要
取而代之的是钱和事业


一个人单身久了
会越来越理性
越来越现实


一个人单身久了
是很幸福的时光


虽然有一点点无聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
什么都可以无所谓
没有任何束缚


即使很多人都在疑惑
"你为什么没有告别一个人的时光?"


因为……
一个人单身久了
会上瘾的

从朋友的部落格看到这篇PO文。看了还真有感觉。自己也中了其中的N项。想起早前告诉过朋友们自己有不婚的单身主义，结果出乎我意料之外，他们竟然觉得我疯了。一个个辅导我，劝我，说什么要介绍男生给我认识。我晕~
其实除了有点寂寞以外，单身真的没有什么不好，不是么？
省下许多暧昧的烦恼，省下出去约会的时间，省下保养美容买新衣的钱。
其实我都是看缘分，毕竟强求不来。先开心这一刻吧。嘻:P