Fantabulous Muar trip with lovely maktab friends :)

Date: 25-26.2.2011
Members: jC, Peh Yee, Ah Sing, Sin Pin, Jia Hao, Zhen Cong, Kevin, Ah Ngor
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The very first of all, we took bus after school end and heading to my lovely hometown - Muar. We had our dinner at Sanga bistro. Steamboat and BBQ in one :)
We ate alots that night to make our RM20 worth. It was not only a night of eating, but also a night we did lotsa camwhore.

Nom nom :P
Pity Peh Yee, her hand injured due to BBQ the corn.

She is the pity dude.

with Ngor and Sing.

with Sin Pin.

enjoy eating.

camwhoring.

WTF. xD

The long leg babies :O

jC with the guys.

candid shot while eating.

end of the steamboat night.

8 of us then stuck in my Atos car and went to my house. Sweat! Luckily the distance aint very far, orelse I really scared thew bumpers spoilt. Somehow, we got a great talk in my house. We laughed to max like nobody's business. The session ended at 11.30pm.

The another brilliant day started with chicken rice and a piece of saman :(( Parking without coupon made my car kena saman. Bullshit! It spoilt my happy mood for today. Screw it! :X

Like this photo!! I looked so whitish :D

We then shop at Wetex Parade. And then have our lunch at food court which is a stone throw away from the mall. I had my plate of nicest cha-kuey-tiaw at Muar.

We then visit Avenue 4. Or better known as 'Tam-jiak-kueh'.

Have satay there :)

After get our stomach fully filled, we went to Rock Star City to sing K. I like to sing K but everytime I went to the K-box, I will found my heart painful. Maybe that is the happiest moments the matricians and I owned. Especially when the same songs heard, my mind would be overwhelmed with all of the past memories. My heart was hurt. It bleeded. :(

I felt exhilarated when the guys praised me for the good singing. They said I diam-diam ubi, never sing in class but sing very well in K-box. I dont think so actually coz my voice is just so-so, anyway Thanks guys. xD *paiseh*

We then went to visit Tanjung Emas. And had our dinner - Rojak and Ice Kacang there.

one gang of bakal guru :D

Super love all these photos! Love my mates too :D
Hope we could visit other places throughout these 5 years.

:)

男生，追不到第一个，很快的，就会换下一个。
每个男生当初说得多爱，喊得多痛
最后都会忘记当初的爱和痛
是为了忘记第一个才选择第二个？
还是有了第二个才忘了第一个？
我不懂。
我想他们想复原就得这么做吧？
毕竟本来就没有谁会为谁等待，为一个没有承诺的爱情等待。
:)

于是，在这个寂寞的夜里，我又不禁想起了从前
想起了我最后一次看见你们
从图书馆到D’ Pongsu到提款机，我说了再见
你们只看到我笑着说的再见
然而一转过头就流下的泪水你们却没见到
那一晚，我哭了很久很久
到3点了，我才含着泪，抱着猴子和小熊，想着一个月，睡着…
我现在想起那一幕还是会心痛，心揪在一起的痛
自此以后我们就没见过面了
我们还会再见面么？再见面又会是几时的事呢？
十年后？二十年后？你的婚礼？你孩子的家长日？
我不敢想…带着期待又怕受伤害的心情…
期待再次见面的喜悦，害怕被冷落的伤害
或许我们再也不会再见了吧…
被深埋了的回忆是最美丽的，就让它永远成为回忆吧，停留在最美好的那一刻
夜深了，我又想你们了，你们呢？: )
Sem2了…我再也不了解你们的生活了..
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忽然看到了desktop里的这篇日记，如果没记错的话是去年写下的吧？要删除前随手开来看看，又觉得蛮有感觉的，就PO了上来。再见面？似乎真得有点点可能，看到点点曙光。是有可能的，因为我在新年前夕见到了Nies，真得很开心。虽然感觉距离远了和谈话的内容局限了，但，看到老朋友还是有股感动。看到大伙庆祝新年的照片，不仅心酸了。表演似乎很精彩，但我却没得分享这份喜悦。很快的，你们就要毕业了，真得很快，一年就这么过了，难以相信。不管日子多久多远了，我还是很珍惜那一个月，我人生最快乐却又最伤心的那一个月。不是存在我身边的照片，玩偶，信件，我可能真的觉得那一个月是场梦。:)

伤感+1

安静

曾几何时，我是个吵闹的女生

我的存在，从来没有人忽视过

我的高调、我的自信，与生俱来

如今，我似乎沉寂了

我的存在，不被在乎

我的出现，不会影响大局

我不喜欢这个安静的我

可是，我不敢发出声音

我希望被发现，却不希望受到瞩目

矛盾的我

现在只能在家里喧嚣，在老朋友面前嚷嚷

在他们面前我不需要隐藏，不需要封闭自己吵闹的灵魂

安静

也是个好事吧？

不会树大招风

我想要的是一鸣惊人

默默地安静

我知道自己有多深

不甘于安静？或许有时会这么想~

但我更相信empty vessel makes the most noise

某一天，我会在地下结果

我的内容，我不说，要知道就自己挖掘

*自我安慰自己的懦弱-ing*

但　

谁来教我怎么做？

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今天又因为分组的事情搞得自己不开心。

大家3个4个很好分组，我呢？永远只有我们两个人。

难道除了借功课，有好康的时候，其他时候我都是透明的么？

在这里多一天，我的希望就多一分，希望大家感情越来越好

然而

在这里多一天，我的失望就多十分，因为希望总是破灭

因为我始终混不进，感觉总是被排在外的，什么事情都是最后知道的

难道这是我长大学习独立的机会么？

或许是吧，我该乐观地这么想。

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真的好想好想你们啊，老朋友

只有跟你们在一起我才能大声不顾形象地乱喊乱叫

毫无顾忌地说话和恢复原有的自信

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这一刻，我觉得我快疯了，人格分裂

不管别人的社会，我做好自己，做一个笨好人好了，我决定:)

JUMP!

I just like the way we are. Jump up high, to the sky! :)

Amazing night with kites! :D

DATE: 19 February 2011
TIME: 7.00pm - 10.30pm
VENUE: Ice station cafe and Tanjung Emas
MEMBERS: jC, dear carolbabe, farn, ken, apek, kid, covin, linglee, lian seng~ :)
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Back from BP, superb tiring. No matter how tired I am, I wouldnt miss out any hangout with all of my friends. Especially when this is the very last chance to meet Farn before he is leaving to Taiwan in this coming Sunday. :( Seriously I will miss him a lot since we have been 10 years friends to each other!!! Take care in Taiwan and I will take care of Carolbabe :)

The super-duper sweet couple, Farn and Caroline II :D

Another pair of sweetie, Covin and Ling Lee.

I enjoyed my single and available moment too. Though it is a bit weird to be the lightbulb. HA!

After we had our dinner in Ice Station, we moved on to the next destination - Tanjung Emas. I was the driver for tonight. And truly dont know why I visit Tanjung so often! Okay, at least I got a new activity to introduce to my friends from out station, that is PLAYING KITES!!!

We bought the kites and start playing immediately. It was so Fun! We laughed and shouted our lung out like nobody business while we were playing. This is the first time I was there and out of my surprise there were many people playing kites there too. I thought will be nobody there at first. Zzz.

Photo taking is a MUST during every hangout. And we snapped like crazy!

Caroline and jC. X)
with Apek. The wind made my hair like this! -____-#

with my kid. I should say that He is no more kid huh?

The girls :))

Our slippers. Hehe *wink*
I want us to be together forever.
Really cherish every moments we are together. Miss the highschool life that we used to have. Do hope our friendship will be as close as now after you all leave Form 6 and enter U. I heart you all and I really do. :)

The gang. I never feel awkward to be with these guys. Maybe it is the matter of time that make us so close to each other. Just like brothers and sister.

Buying kites. Batman!!

Posing. HA xD

Frienship forever.

Sampat por, dont be sad dy, I love your smile and your brilliant laugh. He wanna see you to be as joyful as now, I believe. He will be back soon and we will be together again. This is the test given by God and you need to overcome it kay? I love you, dear :)

Tonight is the greatest night I had ever enjoy. I enjoyed myself so much! This is the first time I play kites with my friends and yet it is so successful. I really love you guys!!! Thanks for it.

Ps: Take care, Farn. Take many photos in Taiwan and it will be better if you had taken photos with stars. Come back faster yea! We're waiting for you to have another amazing hangout again! All the best, my childhood friend :)

Off to Singapore!!!

Holiday today. Dad and aunts came BP to fetch me in the early morning. We then headed to S'pore to visit our relative. It had been a long time since I last stepped on S'pore. Miss the land!!!

Here we are!! Me, my aunt and her aunt :))

情人节

又是一个单身的情人节

不知身在远方的你的情人节过得怎样？

虽然想起来心还是有一点点酸酸的

但想到你们会有幸福开心的微笑

一起庆祝在彼此身边的情人节

我的心里还是甜甜的。:):)

最近想起你的次数越来越少

对我而言还真是件喜事

不用每天脑子里都是你的名字，想你开心与否，在做些什么

我终于彻彻底底地放下了

只希望能和你们快点碰头，一起出去玩

那是我最大的心愿

O.o OMG!

今天做功课做到一半，看到眼睛要冒金星了，就出来走走，听到邻居家中发出了狂笑，接着看见两个小妞跑了出来，便一探究竟~天哪！她们竟然变成了这副模样 :O
我傻眼，跟着笑了许久~xD xD xD
太可爱啦我的妈！！！

最后，我也加入了疯子的行列~O.o 55，一点也不可爱的我 :(:(

我希望以后我的学生也像我们一样疯癫，一样童心未泯，一样可爱？很喜欢到她们房间吹水，八卦，让我觉得很有归属感，有朋友一起讲话分享心事真好！

等待茶叶蛋-ing :))