Third PBS in SJKC Chung Hwa 2A :)

So fast it had came to the third time of PBS (My first time blogging about PBS due to laziness).

The most memorable things for my First PBS is helping SJKC Pei Yang to do a scrapbook whereas the most unforgettable incident for my Second PBS in SJKC Sing Hwa is I had buffet lunch together with my primary school teachers and I taught Year 3 Science.

I am happy this time because there is an autistic boy held my fingers and asked me to read English storybook for him. At first I was like a bit unwilling because I entered the class to see how Jowei senior taught. But after that I still read for him. And I asked him to read some simple words for me and HE DID! At that moment, I felt so touched you know! He gave me reactions. His smile was so angelic and pure. His smile told me he enjoy listening to what I read and he understood what I said. At the end of the class, he even mentioned some words that seniors mentioned in the textbook too. I know he is a clever boy, just he doesnt like to talk. Silent is golden. I know and I wish he will be at the peak of success one day. (:

I am happy this time because for the first time I PBS together with someone I knew, Jian Yi and Her Yi. And I met seniors who practicum there too! We never fail to make the office filled with laughter and noise within these five days. Before that, I felt quite scare to be in the same school with my seniors because we seldom talk to each other in school. But when we are together, they are really kind and willing to share their experiences and notes with us. I really learn a lot of things from them. *Learn more than what I should learn through my PBS assignment* Really feel reluctant in the last day. :( Many of my friends prefer to study in Maktab compared to become a teacher during PBS, but I am totally at the opposite side. I enjoy PBS because I can wear prettier and it is quite free especially for this time and I enjoy to be a real teacher. Except for I have to wake up super early. No class relief this time and thus I done my PBS report in school!! Cheers for that. ^0^

 4 guru pelatih for PBS.

Meet the new friend pretty girl Judy Hu.

 With Helen Senior the cemerlang teacher. Thanks for the origami flower and experience sharing.
Really enjoy her class because it was really interesting. I hope I could be like her too!! (:

With Jowei senior and Bee Kean senior. Thanks for sharing experience with me too. (:

That's the end of my Third PBS. One more to go and gonna practicum real soon!!! Oops :O

哈韩剧

越来越自我毁灭的我，说要认真的我，竟然一连看了两部韩剧！看偶像剧完全会毁掉我，因为我是完全沉沦型的。

Well, you can say that I'm outdated actually because these 2 korean drama that I watched were out last year．其实拥抱太阳的月亮看很久了，但王世子年轻时真心难看，完全看不下去，而且剧情挺复杂的，说的都是古语，对韩国历史不甚了解的我其实看得有点闷。可是最近没啥好戏看就回收打发时间。到后期，男女主角似曾相识却不认识的那种剪不断理还乱的感情线拖得蛮显的。整体来说真的挺闷的。

接着看仁显皇后的男人是因为爱上韩国话。我本来就很喜欢韩语，也有在自学，所以为了多听就多看了一部。一开始就纯粹开着然后心想应该又有得拖了，但谁知道．．．．．真心好看！一开始觉得有点混乱，可是看着看着就明白了。赫赫。当然我也是挺臭的，看到第八集就跳呀跳呀看完了大结局，可是其实中间的瓜葛纠缠并不知道，然后又跑去谷歌剧情，才回来慢慢欣赏，所以是在一个大略知道剧情的情况下看完的。哈哈。

一开始觉得金鹏道并不帅，看着看着觉得他好聪明、好可爱！跟笨笨的屋塔房王世子相比，完全没有初到现代看傻了眼的感觉。他应该是吓坏了，但很淡定地偷衣服，扮起了现代人。

女主角崔茴珍一开始就觉得她好漂亮好可爱，有好几个人的影子，像少时的蒂芬妮和珊妮，也有点像佘诗曼的，个人认为。我也觉得她好开放，一开始就主动示爱。哈哈。

虽然都是穿越剧，但和屋塔房的穿越方式却完全不同。符咒，在这里扮了很重要的角色呢！男主角利用符咒，在古代一遇到危难就能讨来现代谈恋爱。他也在现代找资料安排作战计划再回去，真的好聪明。就连祖传的剑也能买上两次，价钱也不同了，变成有钱人。

这部戏，一样，笑中有泪，泪中带笑。每当看着男主角来到现代我就好开心，可是一回去看见了他的危险处境和女主角失望的等待就好虐心。每次男主角遇上危险，几乎死去，女主角也会感到不舒服。每次符咒出现问题，他们就会失去对彼此的记忆真的很伤心。是不是虐心的戏越是有回响呢？

这部戏还有个看点，就是亲不停，超甜的！

乱教古代人告别仪式、汽车的用途、领带的用途都要亲。

垫脚的亲亲也是很甜。还有吃意大利面时。还有大结局时。一堆。

或许我真的是喜欢偶像剧的甜蜜氛围，所以才觉得这部戏很好看吧。

如果我爱上古代人？再浪漫我也不想要。太可怜了，期待一份不知道几时会出现的爱情，电话找不到人，脸书找不到人，什么联络方式都不能，只能仰赖一份等待、一份记忆、一份实录在生活。四周的生活片段都没有他的痕迹，只能出现在同一个场景，看着同一片天空，３００年的差距呢～想来不是很伤心吗？

严格来说，这套剧仍然有不逻辑的地方。２０１２年４月怎么会和１６７４年４月在同一天发生呢？三百年前的古人不是应该死掉了吗？当女主角的生活明明就是和男主角一起度过时，符咒的损坏使全世界的时间和经历的事都和女主角不同，那女主角怎么同时过两次生活呢？历史怎么能改来改去呢？大结局时相隔一年没插电的手机怎么会响？

结论是，看戏就好，何必思考？＾＾

路，没有回头的理由。

开始怀疑，这条路是不是走错了？这条路是不是根本就不适合我？
可是，走错了又如何？回到原点已是空想。卡在半路我还是必须走完啊。不管多累多伤心都必须坚持下去好好地走完啊。不是吗？
于是，我又回到桌前继续打拼。
我想，我是很正面的女生。如果连最初的梦想都失去了，我就玩完了，这辈子也算白过了。所以，既然开始了就要有个好结果！爬，都要抱着梦想，爬完它！
力口氵由关阝女青女单 (:

Kinda crazy.

Who said teachers must be serious? I bet we are the exception. We laughed so loud like nobody business whenever we were together. I like every moments we acted crazily without care about our image, assignment, examination. I think I never laugh such loud before and my throat was so painful after it. Hope each days pass like this, overfilled with exhilarate and high spirit.

I hope I could update my days and feelings everyday. How long could this habit last? Lets see. (:

平行时空有感。

两天看完了＜X元素＞觉得这世界好神奇。虽然我认为一切都是戏剧效果，但谁知道这神秘的世界真的不存在这些事吗？
谁都不知道。
如果这世界真有平行世界，我希望：
去到阿公还没去世的世界。看看如果没住爸爸家他还会不会跌倒？没有跌倒没有手术他到底能活到多老？
去到spm的时候。如果那一晚我读到nitrogen的那一页我的biology就会考A+了吧？成绩变好我会不会就能得到jpa，未来就不一样了呢？
去到在义安poly读书的世界。是不是增加了许多外国朋友？长期待在新加坡多好哇〜中国浸儒一个学期会怎样呢？我是不是会更成熟更勇敢呢？
去到继续matric然后正常升大学的世界。如果没离开我和他是不是会在一起？和他们的感情又是如何的？我会当上工程师还是在中文系还是教育系读书呢？遇见的人是不是很多？他们是不是比现在的朋友好呢？我是不是会比较活跃于活动？

一切都改变不了了。或许真的有另一个时空的我正在做着这些事。或许那些我也想体会这个时空的我所体验的事吧？人往往都因得不到也感到遗憾，向往别人的生活是最好的解药。可是忘了此时此刻的自己在别人眼里是幸福的。我始终放不下过去。但是我答应自己要给自己一个美好的将来，与众不同的未来。人因梦想而伟大，我会朝着梦想前进的！加油，这个时空的我！就当他们完成了我做不到的事吧。不管其他的我在其他时空怎么样我都要在这个时空成功！^_^

KOT 2013

The last KOT as a simple audience. Next year gonna be one of the organizer for the KOT event and also the last year taking part in KOT. How fast the time flow! *Self-comfort*
Thanks God for didnt get the lucky draw and so no need to involve myself in the Pandu Puteri marching under this super merciless hot sun! I bet I will get serious headache if I was under the sun for so many days. Pity my friends and what I could do was giving them the support by cheering, yelling, applausing to the max! Well, I lost some experience too. To be frank, I never ever march before, from secondary school till now.
I joined kawad for koku during my matrics but fortunately that lasted for only 1 month and I escaped to bp. I thought this time sure I had to march no choice ady but still I didnt get into it. Should I said I am the lucky one? If my headmaster asked me to teach my students kawad, that would be the end of my world. Hopefully it would never happen, please!!
Back to KOT!
We merentas desa for the first day of KOT. I was happy because I wasnt as tired as I thought I would be. Though I didnt manage to get into the first 50 person, I was happy enough. I was quite fast among my classmates. Somehow, my legs get paralyzed for the continuously 2-3 days.

The sports day. 

Hot sun in the beginning but rained cats and dogs in the very last minutes.

KOT this year wasnt as interesting as the previous one because lotsa 'superstars' seniors have gone to practicum. ):

With my roomate who looked smart and brilliant in her BSMM Uniform. 

Congrats to be crowned as the Best Marching Team. (:

Girl Guides with sweet smile. 

END

Chanel's 21st (:

My friends had turned 21st one by one. And 6th March was Chanel Poh Choo's turn! She is the oldest among we girls XD
We went for great dinner at Dong Seoul to fulfill her wish. She craved for Dong Seoul for ages but nobody willing to accompany her. Pity her. :P That was the Merentas Day for KOT and all of us were actually superb tired. Anyway, we dressed up nicely to attend the dinner LOL. *Thanks Yee Xien for lending me the pokka-dot dress.*

Crazy us pattern banyak-banyak.

 Headache pose, Painful eyes pose, Painful nose pose, Painful ears pose, Toothache pose, Stomachache pose all come out. XD

Take photo in my room. Sisterly-love. Hope no quarrel again.

The real BIG day for Choo Choo!! We pretended like nothing happened that day. We didn't celebrate her birthday at 12am sharp that night, perhaps she was waiting for us and turned into disappointment? *Muka tembok* I forgot it was 6th that day and didnt wish her on time because KOT could really make one exhausted and could only think of sleeping. Sorry choo. :(
We told her there wont be any celebration and presents because dine in Dong Seoul already made us bankrupt. And surprisingly, we appeared in her room at 11pm, the very last hour of her first day of 21sth. She looked so surprise!!

Make a wish. She wished our friendship could last forever. I hope so too ^^

Changed into pretty birthday present. 

All of us is so bian-tai, keep wanna stare at her when she was changing clothes. Oops.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!! WE LOVE YOU MUACKS. <3 p="">

转载：給所有22岁的女生。

虽然我只是20岁2个月，但这篇文章真的十分激励，因此特地PO来我的小天地，以方便在失落时看一遍，给自己正能量。我一定会当个不靠男人的女强人！:)

給所有22岁的女生
1.要坚信一个真理：这个世界上只有爸妈永远对你好。
　　朋友可能为利益反面，男朋友随时可能背叛，老公可能会出轨。永远只有父母对你掏心掏肺。
　　你22岁了，你记不记得自己青春反叛的时候怎么气过他们，他们怎么哭着求你不要变坏。
　　你22岁了，父母都快年过半百了，你要对他们好的时间已经不多了。不要等失去的时候才哭着说当时年少不懂事，没有好好孝敬父母。

2.是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。
　　或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
　　可是你才22岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出来的，不是想出来的。
　　结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念，所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎。恋爱，就把它当成恋爱。结婚，慢慢来。

3.轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
　　你22岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
　　什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
　　那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。
　　22岁了，学会淡定从容。
　　女孩子，从来就应该骄傲地活着，而不是卑微地恋爱。

4.男朋友，宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风而恋爱。
　　22岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

5.自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
　　22岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
　　女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

6.如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
　　一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
　　珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

7.明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
　　什么女子无才便是德，扯淡。要嫁得好，首先要有才。
　　而此处问题的关键，不是嫁得好。是你自己过得好。
　　22岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
　　22岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

8.答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
　　对自己心软，成不了大事。
　　22岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

9.如果你正在恋爱，请不要毫无保留地付出。
　　你全盘托出了，拿什么留给你以后的老公？
　　女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜力股”身上。
　　无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

10.做人学会圆滑。
　　22岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。
　　对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

11.感谢所有伤害过你的人。
　　然后在22岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们了。
　　仇恨留在22岁以前的青春，你长大了，你要正视伤害。

12.别玩什么非主流。你不是90后，你也不是肥猪刘。
　　还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
　　一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。
　　为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
　　世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

13.减肥，说说就好。
　　到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你。
　　说不好还有胃癌。
　　22岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你走下去的保证。

14.对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
　　等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
　　然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
　　接着，笑笑，离开。

15.谁对你好，你就对谁好。
　　人际交往永远是礼尚往来的。双向法则。没有人有义务对你好。
　　22岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。

16.转身，要比眼泪快。
　　这是必须。
　　22岁了，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过。
　　要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。
　　别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

17.你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
　　可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
　　22岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

18.随时给自己准备一个微笑 告诉自己 我可以！

文章来源于人人网／陈 冲｡的日志

Anatomy trip to UKM

A trip that I looked forward for ages. First reason is because I can finally visit local Uni where I got no fate to enter (SAD). Second reason is because I am able to see the real dead body and the organs as Biology was one of my favourite subject last time. Third reason is because I could probably meet up with my friends in KL. Forth reason is because we can go for shopping.

Somehow, the forth reason had turned into disappointment.

Look to the bright side, the other three reasons were fulfilled. I should feel satisfied, shouldnt I? =D

On the way to UKM KL.

Such a long journey to and fro, about 5 hours each time. Pity my butt. We reached UKM at around 1pm and we were set free to take our dinner at the nearby warong. I couldnt find any nice food around. So A BIG Thank You to Nies who purposely brought us to Chinese Cuisine *though not really delicious the food there =P* and it is actually quite far to walk there under the super hot sun!!  

Happy meet up with Jasmin babe too! She waited me at the entrance of Anatomy Museum after she back from Farenheit 88. But forgot to take photo with her. 

At first I thought oh well I had finished meet up with friends, out of my surprise I met Wanngor who was waiting for bus while I busy taking photo with classmates at the staircase. It was the first time we met after graduated from primary school, maybe? She got our Maktab too but she rejected the offer and continued her matrics and now she proceeded to Medic course at UKM. It was really surprise to meet her and so we took photo as memory.

 Happy catch-up session. ^_^

 BC 2 with PJ lecturers.
I hate this Ts to the max, it is the ugliest Ts I get so far. Weird colour combination.

The 05 gang. :)

I was interested in recognizing the parts and organs of the body. I even touched the body in the dissect room! I found this is a very rare chance, perhaps this is the one and the only chance for me to touch the real organ in life. I was not really scare like some others did because for me that is not a dead body, a mayat, but is a learning tool for me to learn better. He is noble. Besides, I dont feel disgusting because I saw those real specimens in Melbourne Museum too. 

Dont know why, but I kept feel like we were being looked like 'alien'. Still, I felt sad for didnt continue my studies in matrics sometimes. I felt I was being looked down by those siswa. People said 'if you dont want being looked down by others, you mustnt look down at yourself'. Am I looking down what I am studying now? I dont know and it will never be any answer for me. I could only say I really on my way in realizing my ambition and dream. I want to be a teacher since I was young and I am proud of this noble job now. This is the believe that support me till now. Another 2 and a half year! Cheers. :)

得不到的始终最美好。

2013 ulalar~

A big SWEAT for me. Decided to post this about my Chinese New Year even though the lunar new year had officially ended last Sunday. Sorry for that but this is the first time I get back to home after CNY and I am able to get a better wifi to update my blog.

Actually this can train my memory for always remember what had happened to me weeks before.

Outfit of Chor 1.
Chilli-Red dress. Bought this because my brother suggested us to wear 'ang-ang' this year.

I dont have much relatives as only one of my uncle and dad get marriage for dad's side. I dont have much cousins. And my uncle celebrated his cny with his family in Australia, so there wont be anybody visited our house. What a quiet Chor 1 as my house will never get as crowded as others. Since we wrapped ourselves in such lovely colour, we decided to take many many photos as memories. My house was well-decorated, so why dont? We snapped a lot of photos in many spot at house.

Ang-ang-boi-hai-lang. XD

With daddy.

I then visited my friends' house and English teacher, Khoo Sir's house. He is our common favourite teacher during our secondary school because he is handsome LOL funny and nice! We never feel tired during his class. I still could remember his 'power-palm' and massaging that he applied to some tertidur fellows. He always refused to talk in Chinese with us and always pronounced my name wrongly and my name became 'Jin Cham'. ISH!!! Anyway I really miss those time. We chat a lot in his house, for 2 hours I think. Discussing about our future, his career and life and some views about government.

Had dinner at Yiling's house. Went for another gathering at night. A simple primary school meet-up session. Have been nearly 15 years since I knew them. Some are from kindergarten. Happy that we still chat and laugh a lot. :)

Damn tired but still enjoyable. With a lovely mood, I kick off the Chor Yee house visiting day with my secondary school gang!

First station was my house. We were so quiet because everybody were sleepy Zzz

The second station was Kok Pin aka God house. A very immediate decision and a simple call to inform we were going to his house. And here we were. He get shocked that we really went to his house. Haha the shy boy and us.

Third station Tian Zhi aka Apek's house after lunch at Simple cafe.

Forth station was Melissa's house. Her dog Lucky is our all time favourite. It is super obedient and cute!

Fifth station was Sze Ken's house.
 Camera settled at the gate as there wasnt anybody taking photo for us.

Sixth station was Karyne's house.
The tradition to do at her house is to play Wii. My skill improved this year haha

With the long time no see beauty, Miss YY!
Havent meet her for half year plus I think, wish her all the best for future undertaking. Hope we could meet up more often after she graduated from poly.

Seventh station Jia Ling's house.
Kolam decoration for Chinese New Year, special isnt it?

Eighth station was Ah Farn's house. Had buffet at his house until forgot to take photo.

Nineth station was Caroline's house. Then we back to Farn's house to gamble and so call a day.
House visiting was super tiring but I enjoy that! Hope we could have this type of outing every new year.

Chor San, a day that I fallen sick and had sore throat. :( 

Chor Si, having steamboat and yu-shang at home!!

Chor Wu, Valentine Day! I visited my Chinese Drawing teacher in the morning. A big surprise that he gave me a drawing, it was super nice! Then meet up with my valentine, miss Woon Yee aka Fiona. Since she was busy preparing her exam, we only chat for few hours.

Valentine Day hadnt end so early. I met up with my another two valentines, Heng Chen and Yiling!! We chatted from 3pm till 12.30am that day. Geng right? This is what so called GOOD FRIENDS. The topics never get ended, I dont know why. We chatted about our recent life, rumours, ups and downs in Uni, happy and sadness with roommates, coursemates, schoolmates... We faced the same situation because our characters are too alike. We dont like to socialize. How I wish they will still be with me in the same college now? If so, my life will be more cheerful and merrier.

Chor Lok, visit Min babe's house. The last house visiting for new year.
Went to Malacca for calligraphy competition at night. Thanks God I get first runner up for the Open Category and Second runner up for Teachers group. The happiest thing was that I win as I wrote cao shu and my cao shu was recognized by the judges. XD

Chor Ba, day to go back to Maktab but I chose not to because I wanna pray Tee-Gong at night. Had been 2-3 years I couldnt pray because I was away from home. Tee-Gong must Bo-bee bo-bee. =D

Chor 9, woke up at 5am and rushed back to hostel. Thanks my aunts for fetching me back.

CNY ended and gonna muster all the energy to pia hard hard for this brand new year! Jiayou!!