新年新希望*个人篇*

过了年，是开学，又要回学校。
我喜欢回学校，我喜欢学习，我喜欢有意义地过充实的生活。
我讨厌回学校，我讨厌离家，我讨厌虚伪地配合妖魔鬼怪的表演。
新的一年，我要更努力更勇敢更坚强！
努力于学习！*每年一样的用词*
勇敢于除妖！*好好笑的形容，贴切压〜*
坚强于生活！*告别常流的眼泪*

My sweet 20 :)

终于，我加入了20俱乐部！感谢没有世界末日。
今年的生日，说真的，没什么期待，因为我的朋友们都去外地读书了，不觉得还有谁会帮我庆祝。话虽如此，今年的生日过得超过我想象中的美好了。由于我的生日重视碰上假期，从来就不会像别人一样有朋友一起outing庆祝，让我总是很希望朋友记得我的生日和帮我庆祝，但是因为叶卫良同学说过能和家人一起庆祝比什么都还幸福之类的话，让我觉悟不是一定要和朋友办birthday party才是开心的，原来跟家人过平凡简单的日子就很棒了。

第一份特早的礼物是来自Maktab的朋友们，早在11月就拿到手了，谢谢配妤、可欣、欣萍、宝洙。这份礼物很惊喜，因为这是我第一次看过这个东西，Bra Holder。看到礼物的第一个反应是“吓，虾米来的？”然后是一阵狂笑。谢谢你们。

第二份礼物是在生日前几天从邮差先生手里拿到的。原本以为是Maktab的其他朋友，结果出乎意料，是韵莹！我在KMPP只相处了一个月的姐妹！在KMPP时也不是特熟，但后来因为某个人让我们越来越好，到现在超多话说，我们的认识是个难得的缘分，我真的很珍惜。拿到礼物我就马上换上它拍照了。我很喜欢两件式的衣服因为感觉可以遮肥*哈哈*，从来没有这样的颜色和pattern的衣服，所以很是喜欢，因为有了不同的尝试。谢谢。

第三份礼物来自亲爱的好姐妹，Miss Fiona Tan!!! 很难想象我们只是补习认识的朋友然后就越来越好，一起读书，一起鼓励，一起打拼。我们分开过、吵架过、冷战过，是缘分让我们断了的友谊重生，让我更是珍惜！她舍不得买这个保温咖啡杯给自己，可是说买给我就舍得因为我是她Lao Kok Kok的朋友，感动～我们一定会当永远的好姐妹，在不同的领域一起成功！Thanks my darling, Muacks =)

第四份礼物来自我最最可爱的小老弟——小智荣，在我生日前夕。总是跟我斗嘴甚至block了我的小老弟，但我知道他嘴硬心软，还是很贴心的，明明可以自己享用RM20的Sushi King voucher，却知道我爱吃寿司就硬是要买给我吃，我知道这盘是远远超过RM20的。没赚钱的小老弟真是舍得，谢谢你。对不起姐姐老是骂你不读书，成绩差，但都是为了你好呀，我还是很庆幸成绩不好的你没像一般差学生一样变坏、变叛逆，看到你找到了自己喜欢的领域，觉得我的小老弟长大了，很欣慰。你要加油，姐姐永远爱你，祝福你！

第五份礼物来自世界上最好的爸爸！谢谢豆豆每年都给我惊喜。谢谢豆豆那么爱我这个女儿。谢谢我的好眼光上辈子当了你的情人*哈哈* 豆豆虽然不是最有钱的豆豆，但是最舍得的豆豆。赚的钱不多，还是辛苦血汗钱，却从不拒绝我的任何要求。对于豆豆的礼物，我总是骂了一顿才接受。小电脑被嫌太小的时候我知道你很伤心，叫我去跟大伯讨更好的，看到你开心送我的表情在碰了一鼻子灰后失望的表情，我知道我不孝，对不起，我现在用得好好的。相机被嫌不Pro因为不是DSLR，但现在觉得很好用，小小很好带，画质也超清晰。我想你拿这个包来的时候也很害怕又被我念一顿吧，但我很喜欢*虽然还是唠叨了一下*，虽然不是什么大名牌但贵在心意，谢谢你的了解，如果送我什么bonia,coach,polo,carlorino，我一定会骂一顿因为那些包都好老！我只希望豆豆不要乱花钱，不要乱买东西，不要一直换电话。亲爱的豆豆，女儿好爱你丫，谢谢！

第六份礼物来自我最最最爱的大姑妈咪。她说我lao kok kok总是要吃面线。*又是lao kok kok* XD 今天是初15所以没有肉只加了素肉。谢谢妈咪把我养了20年，养得我是白白胖胖。我总是很不乖地大吼大叫但你一定知道我是无心的，我一定会乖乖的*虽然我说了无数无数遍* 最大的遗憾只是我不是你生出来的，哈哈。谢谢你，一切一切。

惊喜是Miss Fiona和妹妹突然打电话给我说在我家门口，然后带来了Secret recipe！It was really unexpected. Really thanks for the surprise and the cake. It was yummy! So nice to have such amazing and lovely and sweet friends.

Turning 20~~~

自己驾车出门买了个Oreo Cheese Cake，晚上和家人庆祝。蛋糕不是很好吃，但和家人一起唱生日歌的场景真的很棒。谢谢我亲爱的家人们～

亲爱的咪～

切蛋糕

庆祝完毕我就好好利用我的Free call 打给了人生中重要的姐妹。和涵静聊了2个半钟，夸张的我们！还有盈盈、Jasmin、韵莹、依玲。大家都在Study week却还陪我哈拉至少半个钟，真是谢谢。好开心听到了你们的声音和郎朗的笑声，虽然讲了一整天耳朵麻痹、口水干。哈哈。考试加油，我们又快见面啦！

谢谢黄建壹童鞋打给我，虽然我说了我有Free call，虽然我们时常吵架。

本来还想打给其他男性友人，但始终怕尴尬就索性不打了。不好意思。

番外：

26号提早庆祝，吃得超饱！午餐Vanilla Fresh Milk, Mushroom soup, Salmon Pasta, Chicken Cordon Bleu at Gene Cafe. 蘑菇汤有点怪，其他都很不错。晚餐一大盘Sushi king，谢谢老弟，不知道为什么吃得我喉咙超痒，难不成是生鱼片惹的祸？><

超喜欢这两张照片，因为早上刚洗牙的我牙齿变得超白的！

在Fiona店里一堆自拍～:P

番外（心情篇）

生日最失望莫过于你期待的人并没有祝愿你。*严禁对号入座*

你，已经不打给我了，只有我还在傻傻地等，但也减轻了我的压力，我也不打给你，你也在等吗？或许不会吧。这一天，对你而言，早已不具意义。

你，去年说迟睡为了祝我生日快乐，今年音讯全无。去年祝福世界不末日，我能过20岁生日，今年我开心地度过了，但你呢？少了你的祝福，始终...心里空空的。

你，说祝福是Spamming，是不是因为这样才不来我的墙上祝福我呢？我知道你根本就不记得。

你，你，你，许多我在意的你，祝福了许多人，就是不来祝福我。

你，小老弟都来了，那么有心，你为了读书，没来。

这里的好几个“你”，为我的生日留下了些许的小遗憾。* “你”严禁对号入座* 或许人家说的对有遗憾才是美。我的生日有那么多人为我祝福，干嘛为了你们失落。因为遗憾，我期待明年我的成年生日你们都会来祝福我！

令我开心的信息来自最准时12点整+电话+whatsapp都写的依玲、为了我熬夜的育碹、特地打来还唱生日给我听的建壹、把第一次制图献给我和唱生日歌给我的Jasmin、制图制到睡着的Fiona、1点多还信息祝福我的盈盈、很久没联络但仍然记得我们短暂相处一个月的Caryn、我知道你是真心记得我生日的镇聪、不知道为啥po不上我的wall仍pm我的怀俊、whatsapp我和sms我的学姐、whatsapp+sms+fb给我的永辉、超过时间但真心祝福的Malay bff Mr Wan。*我就是把最令我意外和印象深刻的信息记录下来，或许也有看fb提醒的，但起码你们写了较多能感动我的句子和祝福，不管怎样谢谢！*

谢谢你们，所有真心记得我生日，没看fb提醒的朋友们。

谢谢帮我庆祝的人。

谢谢送我礼物的人。

谢谢那些不记得我生日，但看到fb仍然愿意打生日快乐happy birthday的朋友，学长，学姐们。

20岁生日，很棒！

感恩大家。:)

末日快乐！重生快乐！冬至快乐！

就算现在末日也没关系，因为有家人陪伴我便不害怕。
不过，既然没有末日，那就给自己一个重生的机会吧！

今天以后，
我要早睡早起
我要常做运动
我要多吃钙片，维他命C
我要照顾身体，保护眼睛
我要天天微笑
我要更加勇敢
我要克服对驾车的恐惧
我要少按电话
我要少看戏
我要每天阅读
我要专心听课
我要更认真专心
我要常常练书法
我要珍惜光阴
我要更爱朋友
我要更爱家人
我要自动做家务
我要学煮菜，学做面包
我要每天念佛

这是一个有意义的日子呀〜是芥末日，是冬至！吃汤圆了就长大一岁啦。今天过后我要更加努力、更加自爱、更加珍惜每一天！大难不死，必有后福，我的未来一定很棒！( ^ω^ )

Surprise of the day <3

It was totally a great surprise when my aunt shouted at me and asked me to take my poslaju. Poslaju? I doubted.
Out of my expectation, I received my birthday gift from YUNYING!! It really made me surprise. I immediately rushed back to my room and opened it. It was a dress. I like to wear two layers dress. And it was a colour I never try before. I love the present and I appreciate her effort more. I was overwhelmed with excitement and I quickly changed into this new dress and took a photo.
Thanks Buddha for sending me such a good friend. We just knew and stayed with each other for one month in KMPP and now we are such good friends. It is all fated. We proved that the strength of friendship is not affected by distance. I always hope that we could meet up more often maybe twice a year? and even more!! :)
.........
Sometimes I doubt am I an annoying girl that often being disliked by people. But through how my friends treat me, I believe that I'm still quite a good girl LOL They know my true colours and still willing to be friends of mine.
Sometimes I really feel that I'm not a good friend for people. I didn't treat them as well as how they treat me and yet they treat me truly and sincerely. I feel guilty. I will treat those I named them as my besties much better because they are worth.
Sometimes I feel I'm flower-hearted because I got so many best friends. I think the word of 'best' mean one and the only one most most good, but I really couldn't rank them like that because every single of them are just so sweet in different way. So allow me to be that flower hearted huh my besties:
Woon Yee, Heng Chen, Yi Ling, Caroline, Yun Ying, Yee Xien. XD

2012年读过的书。

万籁寂静的夜晚，想打这个post其实是看见了学长的blog也做了读过的书籍总结，觉得挺有意思的，就也来打打一下今年看的小说。

今年看的书虽然远不及学长学姐们的阅读书目总数，但已经是个人的大跃进，因为以前总有一堆理由搞到自己没看上什么书。我不是不爱阅读，其实我真的很喜欢书本小说，比起血拼买衣服，我逛书局看见小说时的兴奋感是更大的！其实真要谢谢政府的RM200书卷，让我如今的书桌上摆满了每次看见都好兴奋的一排英语小说。在此之前我只有零星基本英语小说，每次想买真是下不了手，真是贵！虽然看见书籍很兴奋，但似乎只有在考试前想解闷时才会更想阅读，假期时它们就缺少了一些吸引力。其实要看书是很快的，只要下今天读xxx面的决心，通常我都能达到。我就试过一天读完一本百多面英语小说。可是一般上我都很懒惰。看着自己书桌上的小说，真是惭愧。可是我还是想买更多。我已经想好明年的书卷怎么用了呢。我的Book -Wishlist 有：

1. The Hunger Games
2. Unwanted
3. Lone Wolf
4. Between the Lines
5. My sister's keeper
6. The Best of Me
7. One Day
8. Life of PI

但是我也觉得要在这里的Popular找齐这些书是有些困难的。要读完这些书，我想更是难上加难。但，有决心一定可以的。*不要再懒惰了啦！*

今年去了一次的凿书会，就突然很爱看书。一连看了好几本的九把刀：精准的失控（一开始觉得很乱，后来恍然大悟的一本小说，很耐人寻味）、异梦（一本很变态杀人手法的恶心小说）、阴茎（因为书名很“奇怪”而吸引我的小说，其实我忘了内容）。真要感谢我苹果爱疯里九把刀的apps，让我能在上课时看看，周会时看看，等人时看看，搭巴士时看看。

曾裕珍《从0到1的爱》
第一次PBS时，学校老师借我们看的书，一个晚上读完，里面有曾老师在教学上的经典案例，都十分感人，让我很自然地一直看下去。

吴若权《我们，还能再见吗？》
一个早上看完的一本书，蛮感人的。

The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
真的很好读超好读的英语小说！一开始觉得很乱，因为时光旅人的年龄不断地随着场景跳来跳去，总是要注意一下年份和岁数才能理解，最后习惯了这个模式就看得明白了，很感动。要我说它的内容我还真不是十分记得*到底在看什么书！*因为在学校总是得空翻个几面，但整个氛围就是感动的。

The Notebook by Nicholas Spark.
三天看完，感动度我觉得还好。前面大致上平铺直叙，形容两人隔了多年以后的相聚和爱来爱去的情节，是到最后他们都老了，女主角老人痴呆，医生也说了她的病情只会恶化，而男主角凭着他的爱让奇迹发生了，女主角认得他。虽然只是偶然会记得，但医生却认为是一个奇迹。*刚看完所以还能记得LOL*

今年的总结是7本书，已经是不错了。希望明年能有10本的记录。:)

Australia trip day 17 - The LAST day

Time flies and it came to the last day of my Australia trip. I felt so reluctant to back home because it reminds me of my school holidays is coming to the end soon and the major reason is I couldnt meet my nephews everyday. 

My aunt's friend brought us to have lunch. We then had 30 mins walk to and fro jiejie's house to Glen Waverley city to buy some cherries and peaches to bring back to Malaysia. After that, we went to gor gor's house and play with lovely boys again. When I told them 'gugu is going  back home tonight', little Jin Han asked me when would I visit them again. I felt kinda sour and felt like crying. I asked him not to forget 'gugu number 2' / 'short hair gugu', he said he would think of me everyday. How sweet~~~ I asked them to dance 'Oppa Gangnam Style' for me to record down as a memory and they really danced for me! Jin Yang performed the dance and speech he had performed in his school concert too. They promised me to put in hard effort in learning Chinese so that they can talk with me in Chinese the next time we meet as I told them my English sucks! haha. 

I really hope they can remember me and be able to master their Chinese. They are really good boys, sweet boys, lovely boys. Miss them so much now!!!

A big THANK YOU to gor gor, ah su jie jie and jie jie for entertaining us this few days since all of you are really busy. Sorry if we disturb you all. I felt embarrass to speak in English and I dunno what to talk with you all coz of some generation gap *lol*, but in the deep core in my heart all of us are belong to Tay's family and I love you all, always.  I hope our relationship could get closer and all of you will be healthy, happy and all the best in Australia!  :)

Boarded at 1am (Aus time) and landed at 6.30am (Malaysia time). END.

Australia trip Day 15 & 16 - Canberra Sydney trip Day 3 & 4

I had a very delicious Western breakfast for today and ready to kick off the city tour in Sydney.

The first place was the Mrs. Macquarie's Chair in the Botanical garden. This was where Mrs Macquarie sat and waited for his husband to come back from England.

Harbor Bridge and Opera House in a gloomy day.

The art gallery in Sydney.

It started to rain when we reached St. Mary Cathedral. It was a very beautiful and solemn cathedral. Too bad we were not allowed to take photo inside the cathedral. And we were chased out from the cathedral because there were some school activities held there at that time. 

St. Mary Cathedral. (=

We crossed the road to visit the Hyde Park (海德公园).

The fountain

Sydney tallest building - Sydney Tower.

Chilli-red flowers tree. It looked so charming and nice!

I looked slim :P

Birds

We then headed to visit the Harbor Bridge and Opera House that we came here last night. Too bad the rain was getting stronger. We took some photo under the rain quickly.

Opera house was so near to me!!

Had our buffet lunch in the Captain Cook Cruises.

First time see the other side of the Sydney Opera House.

The ferry

I had taken so many photo of this Opera House, from every different distance and different angle. Just uploaded some to my blog here. hehe.

Luna Park.

We get off the cruise at the Darling Harbor port. On the way walking to the Sydney Aquarium, I found the Madame Tussauds Sydney (杜莎夫人蜡像馆). I searched about this before I came to Australia but I dont know where it is. I felt so happy when I met this. Although I didnt have the chance to enter, thankfully there was David Beckham waxwork outside. I immediately took a photo with it. 

Queued up to enter the Sydney Aquarium.

The giant lobster!!!

There were little penguin here too! 

Pretty jellyfish.

Stingray!! Yucks.

The very cute Dugong!!!

Gorgeous Lionfish! 

Nice shot.

The Shark!! There were a lot of sharks in this aquarium!

After visiting the aquarium, we took the monorail to go back to our hotel - Holiday Inn. The monorail wasnt very comfortable as the seats were very limited and the space was narrow.

With Jia Jia auntie. :)

Our Sydney trip ended at 4pm sharp. My aunt's secondary school friend came to meet us after her work. We took a train to the area she stayed. The seats of the train were like buses. It was so different with MRT in Singapore. She took her car from the carpark at the train station and brought us to a temple she often went. We had our dinner at her house. She has a Irish housemate who can speak Chinese fluently. I was so surprise by her. That could be considered a small gathering among my aunt and her long-time-no-see secondary school friends. Warm :)

Back to hotel at around 10pm.

The last day was actually a whole day coach journey. Depart from Sydney and head back to Melbourne. Didnt have any travelling spot for us to visit. I  kept sleeping in the bus and down for toilet and lunch and back to the bus and continued sleeping. That was what I did for the whole day. Reached Melbourne city at 7pm. ><

Photo with my Canberra Sydney tour guide - Nate Li. 

To be frank, I dislike him in the beginning because he was not very polite but since he so sayang Tuanjie di di and chatted quite often with us, I think he is quiet a good tour guide too. In the end of our journey, he said something which was quite touching. He hoped we could remember the city we visited this few days and when we talk about our journey, dont forget to mention him, not only as a responsible tour guide, but also a friend of us. :)