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Friday, February 20, 2009

try my best to be happy

i smile
until my lips are nearly break
i laugh
until my stomach is painful
but you will never see my 'true' happiness...

i smile because i need to let people think that i am happy
i laugh because i need to do so at that particular moment

the jokes from my friends are really funny
and i have a good laugh
but after a while
the smile disappear
however
i am really happy with all of you
SERIOUS!

but.......
when i am alone
i still cant stop crying

you may ask me that why i am sad and still cant go out from sadness
but I JUST CANT
hope that the time can wash all my depress

sorry dear wy,
i just cant be happy
but i am really all right with you all
dont worry
i am ok de
muaksssss :D

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