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new year without company of ah gong is really odd...i miss him soooo much!!i cried again and again~~~kkk,i dont share sad things here anymore....

so,let me share some pleasant and blissful incidents XD
on the first day of new year,my cousin gave me a nike notebook bag!!it looks some thing like this..a very big and nice bag..........

and,recently i watch '1st shop of coffee prince' which i borrowed from my relatives long long time ago...
a very funny drama...
i thought that gong yoo is very ugly last time,but after watch this drama...i found that i am engrossed in him!!!he is sooooo captivating with his smiling eyes,cool face,muscular body!!!WOW!he is really MAN!!

party in an enormous house!!!

got sooooo many things to share out recently...

my feeling about new year and hang out things,etc etc........

but,unfortunately...my computer is kinda devilish,kept on lag and cant connect well...

i was really scarlet with anger,seethed with hatred and whatever it is.....

today,FINALLY I AM ABLE TO ONLONE!!!!!

the first thing i do when the computer can connect.....IS BLOGGING!!

i went to a party yesterday night

i must admit that it was quite boring!as i am not a girl to like to hangout and having party =.=

anyway
i had taken quite a lot of photos

NOW...PHOTO ARE SHOWN!!

melissa(a cheerful and optimistic character),kaili,ME

ah pek n ME(they kept on asking me to move nearer to his side and made me awkward)

PAISE!! :X

kaili and jianyi...so girly!! *laugh*

raito n ME!!she got an hour-glass figure!SEXY..wow XD

when we were taking the photo,karyne was tackled by 1 guy by magic!

i was also engrossed in his magic!!so captivating ^^

also a very very slim girl!!my dearest mummy!!(i am her pet doggy..haha XD)

HAPPY 'NIU' YEAR,everybody!!moo-moo~~~

jianyi is really a very funny character and also made us burst out laughing XD XD

ME and jia ling(campuran of chinese and indian)

this!! is the owner of the enormous house!!

MISS TAN LING LEE!

a sweet girl with angelic face and always lit up with a big,radiant smile :D

LING LEE & COVIN

this sweet sweet couple had drawn a nice fullstop for this post :D

going to have my dinner outside

bubye

crying again

my uncle can feel erm....'that' from other world..
and he said he heard my ah gong said that he is very very happy and proud of me after see my piala placed on the cupboard there...
i cried!
ah gong!!i miss you!
i will continue to be your good and guai granddaughter de!
miss~~~~~~

terror

i am now joining the english society..
my malay friend is the president and she would like to cadangkan me to be the naib president,but i reject her offer...
very stupid,right??
it will be quite high marks but i rejected it.. o.O
because i am chicken-hearted,timid,not confident.....USELESS! =.="
i scared there will be a basketful of works to do,i scared......
i would like to do,but i scared!! :[
so,i only be the AJK :/ that will be enough for me..

anyway,i am now secretery of taekwando club!! :D
i am afraid too!!
i have to meet madam khoo..she is responsible for taekwando club!! OMG
she is so horrible!!she speaks english so fluently and she looked so solemn!!and because of some other remarks.......shhhh :X
and my english is so terribly extremely lousy!!broken-english!!..
i really really crossed my fingers that i am able to fulfill this jawatan and wont be tendang keluar!!
try my best!!! XD XD
trembling~~~

again!! i got it!!

i went to take part in calligraphy competiton again in muar and jementah
it made me so lethargic and tired..
anyway,i got the champion!!
yeah...
all my hard works are worthing!!
i am sooooo happy!!
i had earned RM670 until now~!!
perhaps i am able to gain more money next time!!
wish me good luck,friends!!!

and once again,
thank you ah gong...
i promise that i wont let you down!
i will be your best grandaughter and continue to make you proud!
XD

纪念

就让我留在轮回的边缘，等一道光线
看见某年某月我们之间曾经说过的语言
就让他带走你的那瞬间，成为我们的纪念
谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸

唱一次，哭一次的歌。。。

prepare a tissue before you read this if you are easily touched

when i came back from my latihan sukan,i cant see you
when i came back from school,i cant see you
when i want to ask you to help me open the gate,i cant call you
when i wanna to ask newspaper from you,i cant find you
when i heard the sound of newspaper coming,i will miss you
when i heard the sound of ice-cream man,i will think of you

but
you wont open the gate again for me
you wont buy an ice-cream for me anymore
you wont hand the newspaper for me somemore
you wont ask me 'jia ba be?' again
you wont reply me with a simple 'o' no matter how loudly i call you
you wont give me an apple or pear somemore

maybe you do, but i will never see it
maybe you asked,but i will never hear it and answer it

i know you are by my side,but i will never see you
i know you can still see me,but i will never see you

in my core of my heart
i still think that you are alive
you will live in my heart forever and never gone

i still think of you sit in the dining room,eating porridge in the morning
i still think of you sit on the chair in the living room,reading the newspaper
i still think of you sit on the sofa,sleeping
i still think of you walk into the dining room,eating
i still think of you sit in front of tv,watching and sleeping at the same time
i still think of you see my sijil,everytime i am back from competitions
i still think of you...........

now
i baru realise that i love you more than i imagine last time
i really really miss you
i really really love you
do you know it?
i think you do
because you are always by my side

the last picture taken with ah gong one day before he gone

thank you,ah gong!!! I GOT IT~!!!

the days without ah gong is very odd...
i felt he is lebih last time cz i didnt talk much to him......
but now!
i felt very regret about my thought.....this is very unfilliar and rude!
i am sooooooo miss him!!
but i know that he is always by my side!!never leave me!
he will always 'bao you' our family de!!

like........
today,
i take part in competition in Malacca..
actually i felt lazy to go,but i go...
and out of my expactation..i got the first prize for the 'open group'
when i gave my teacher to have a look on my paper,he said 'erm,your cao shu(草书) not so good!u should write lv shu(隶书)..gt time nt,go and write!'..but because of the not enough time,i decided to pass up that one...this is my first time to write cao shu in competition...this is quite a big improvement for me!

but i only get a small small prize for group of secondary student...i felt sad!
but i still waited until the ceremony to come to an end...i felt dissapointed when i saw the last paper not mine =.=''

who knows??i got the first prize!!wow! i saw wrongly?! i really got it!!!
i won that fellow who always won me!! i won everybody include the old man!so proud!!
thank you,ah gong!!!i know you are helping me!!i know you love me!!

I LOVE YOU,AH GONG!
THANKS!! XD XD XD

I AM KINDA SAD!!!

finally i had the chance to online and typing this post right now after 1 week...a lot of things had happened around me in this few days and nearly drove me insane as well as made me cant support my mind anymore.....everythings had just happened so fast and suddenly and out of your expectation and out of your plans and......IT WAS JUST TOOOOO SUDDEN!!
kk...maybe you just haven catch up what i am talking about and now i am going to share my sadness with you.....
erm..well,my ah gong had just gone~~~this is really really made me wailing like a 'siao za bo'..this happened in a sudden and really made my jaw dropped and cried my heart out...well,he was fall down a month ago in my papa's hse and his thigh bone fractured,so he underwent an operation in makhota...as everybody know when the anaesthetic entered one's body,it affects a lot esp affect sb like my ah gong who was so old dy de and kidney failure...he haven went to dialysis but his kidney function was terrible dy...and all these chemicals affect his heartbeat,lungs and all others organ.....he got few times was really risky and dangerous but he passed...this time who know??
actually he was much better and we all can see his improvement and we thought that he can pass this cny,but.......his semangat still very good before he passed away u know?when my papa and auntie told him about cny is around the corner,he said 'oo!'..and i said;'ah gong,u must get better soon leh,i want your angpao leh!!'he also replied me with an 'oooo'...he promised me to give me angpao de,but he had just gone~~~~~
two days before he passed away was the day i went to calligraphy competition...i asked him to me obedient and drink milk,water,he also 'ooo..' and when i came back with the small prizes,he also 'ooo'..and this is the last prize he saw...i know he was proud of me!i know he was!!for sure!!i sure that he will be happy with my future performances also although he no more with me..but he will see me and'bao you' me from paradise!!
one day before he died was the day of sch reopened...in that evening,i still fed him milk and he very guai and finished all..and i thought of this is my first time feeding him,if i trained and become more expert,i can take care of him and i even arranged a schedule to look after him with my bro but plans will never rush to changes...i had no chance to realise it! ~.~ at that night, i took photo with him!!!because i fed him lo,so i took and see whether can put it in moral kerja kursus and this is the last photo between us...sad isnt it??
and the day he died(6/1/09),before i went to sch still saidgoodbe to him..and after sch,he no more ady!!it is really really SAD!!and my tears flowed down so automatic...i kept crying the whole week!!!haiz and a deep deep sigh~~~~~i realy miss hi!!
miss him to ask me eat ady? miss him to praise me obedient!miss him a lot!!
not going to type somemore because i am crying again.....

AH GONG!!! I MISS YOU!!!

I AM ALIVE VI

this is what you want to read right?
here you are.......................
today i got my taekwando as USUAL! =.='''"
and today we were ordered to run for 8 rounds AGAIN!!! ~.~
what a bad news for me.... >.< so no choice i just have to start my footstep and run XC but at least today i can run 5 rounds before i started to 'eat snake' and walk... if you are a good reader of my blog,you will know that i had improved!!! at first i ran for 3 rounds only and nearly pengsan,after that i can run for 4 rounds... and NOW!!!a new record!!5 rounds..... i know it is nothing glorious and bangga if compared to my other frens who can run for the whole journey,but for me....i am on cloud nine ady... and,i improved by 6seconds!!!!!hahahahaha XD XD XD although my miss said it was only 6 sec,a mere improvement,but i am happy and sactisfied enough!! after that,we got our 'impossible mission' for today!for example,sit up,pumping,and many many more alltogether 10 different cruel activities for us to do.....she rather killed me!so tough for me,an old girl!we had to do all this activities in 1 min and take the record....and all my record is terribly lousy compared to others younger than me!and my excuse is I AM TOO OLD FOR THAT!!! :D what a lame excuse?! hahahahhahaha ya,this is the first post in year 2009!!! and i am going to JB to participate my first calligraphy competition for this year tomorow...so,wish me good luck lo!!

miss wy,satisfied???