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A HUGE CHANGE

I CUT MY HAIR...
i keep my hair for at least 2 years and i decided to cut it short...
the atmosphere now is damn cool and fresh..
but i think it looks quite stupid..anyway,i still accept it..hahaha
i plan to post some photo here but i give up this plan because i really looked ugly and stupid!!
deep sighing again~~

boring..

hi earthlings..
i am here again!!
finally.....my mid year was over..so exhilarated!the air and atmosphere now like sweeter than ever..=D enjoy this nice feeling..but actually also feel quite boring..LoL
a really happy thing happens to me!although that is not a big deal,but for me...it is....HAPPY
i got my result for my chinese essay..haha..i got pretty high marks!!not to hao-lien here but share my happyness here..is 64/70..hehe XD high spirit!this is my first time essay got above 60 marks!since form 4 ..chinese like quite tough,and cause me lost my confidence on it..i really crossed my fingers and hope i can get A1...in every single exam..sound like greedy,huh?but that is a target..!wish me good luck,friends...
next is my malay....haiz..sigh deeply!72 is the marks i got for my paper2..i dont know whether it is a high marks or not..but i am the highest among the chinese in my class..that is quite a happy news but i am not really satisfy with that..because i expect to get higher marks..i memorize evrything about komsas but my teacher marks me 0 mark and wrote there tak tepat!omg..i memorize it from the reference book and my tuition teacher leh..so pity!and the questions that we have to write out our own opinion one...pada pendapat anda but not pada pendapat skema,the answers should be marked correct according to the logic but not skema!!so sad...i wrote so long and only gain 1 mark.....sobbing ~~
results will be given out after the 2 weeks holidays..and i will update my lastest result..wish me good luck again,k?i also wish all my friends got excellent result!!

既期待又怕受伤害 looking forward but scared tbe hurt......

muaksssss..

recently,i am addicted to this drama!!

two main characters..cun xi(ethan ruan)and xin yi(joe chen)..dont know each other at the beginning..but after having 'relationship',they live together with their 'baby'..and as usual..the started to love each other..

the damn cute doggie!!miu-miu..CUTE!!it knows to act..see it's eyes,look sad,isnt it?coz d owner is scolding it..feeling pity for it..CUTE!! =D it is now facing the wall after scolded by his owner..natural ACTion..damn cute =p
dylan(chen-chu-he)..handsome!!kaka :p i think sometime he looks like jerry yan..i think...sweet sweet couple..

i am very crazy and addicted to taiwan drama..especially the romantic 'ou xiang ju'..i am addicted to my lucky star last year,and now this one...hoooo-ray!yeah! leave me alone for a while..i am going to cheering..la..la..la....

kk..back to normal again..the feeling of sadness engulf me for quite a long time

already.now,finally,i am better,feeling HIGH.....coz this is really a nice drama after a donkey's year...since my lucky star finished..the story flows nicely,humorous and sweeeeeeet!omg again and again,turn nuts!!

cant wait until next week.it is so sad and bad to wait for 7 days to watch 1 new episode..deep sighing again..

waiting patiently..........

heartbreaking news

terrible~~buildings are destroyed by the cruel earthquakes..and i dare not uplode the pics with.....

haiz..believe that everybody know the heartbreaking news about the sichuan 7.9 earthquake..so sad,isnt it?unless you are cold-blooded,or else you must sympathize the victims!!when i was watching the news and reading the newspaper,i really feel depress!!especially when i see the pictures..my tears nearly flow down..uncontrollably~~the parents wailed for the death and missing of their children,children wailed for their friends,teachers.....
i thought of the people who die..the earthquake happened so suddenly,they know whether they already go to another world?everythings happen in a sudden!!and must be very pain!!and the people who survive..although lucky to survive,but they have to face their life after this..they have to face the death of their relative and family,face their home destroyed,no money,no food...cant imagine how terrible their life are...
now,i feel lucky that i born in Malaysia..although Malaysia is..keke...u know...and very hot!!but at least no disaster happens here..i learn to appreciate and cherish what i am having now^^
again,feeling terrible,horrible,lucky as well..
may god bless all the victims..XD

WAILING A WHOLE NIGHT!!

i am so sad and nearly go crazy..i think i am getting stupid and stupid!!my brain cant work and cant think of anything when doing add math..i was quite good at it and proud of it before..but now,everything changed!!my add math has become very bad!i am really so sad!i put in a lot of effort,i pay attention during tuition class,do whatever works the teacher give,copy everything, and i really on cloud nine when my first montly test got a 100%,but my 2nd test ..erm..sorry to say that i fail!!not under 40 marks jz fail to achieve my goal..since then..i become very scared of add math..i hate myself for being like this!!
i remembered that last year i love to attend the tuition class to gain more knowledge,but now?not that i dont like the tuition,juz i seemed to lost interest on it..i really scared and feeling so stressed!!nobody understand my feeling,not even my family members..haiz,and i also not very understand myself,i think so..juz feel that my feeling is so'grey'..who can tell me how to overcome this??orelse i will going crazy soon...ya,maybe...
i cried for a whole night after go back home.ya, i must admit that i am very easy to be beaten down and my tears can flow down very easy...juz think of i might get lousy result for my mid year,my family cant understand me and i might let them down.....i cry!!useless,isnt it??u may laugh at my childish action for crying on result,but i think that is ok..at least i release my sadness but not put in my heart..i think that is unhealthy.agree?hehe..whatever you think,i wouldnt care..
i hoped thet i will become better for my add math!!i realy cross my fingers and prey sincerely!!pls...ya,everytime after crying,i will become stronger(ya,i think so),so lets prey for me too,readers..will you??haha..
gambateh!!tomorrow will be better!! :D
hoping~~