jz come here to leave comments..lol

didi got exam....good luck to them
and to myself too

miss you all...muakssss ^^

confused

-wesak day-
holiday
at 1st was a lonely day
but now turned to be a cheerful outing day

thanks to wen wen for bringing me out kindly^^
at 1st i thought that i have to stay alone in my room
without any roomates and friends
forced to become bisu =X
luckily,
wen wen kindly jio me out
hehe xP

p/s:
what had happened? i keenly and eagerly know what you want to tell me...
after i leave = u are going to tell me = we are not going to be friends anymore ??
sometime,
curiosity can really kill a cat...
so,
should i looking forward for the day i leave?
it confused me ><

妈妈，我也要回家。。。

看到大家开心地告诉我：“我有回家！"是那种雀跃，期待的神情
我很不是滋味
心头一阵酸酸的
难道我不想回家吗？
我也很渴望回家，回到那个温暖的地方。。。
室友都回光了
班上朋友也回得7788了
连我的bff也走了
送走他们之后，回到宿舍的路上，看着圆圆的月亮，我又想家了
月亮婆婆是否和我一样，孤单。。。
漆黑的夜空什么也没有
没有点点的繁星
没有绚丽的云彩
只有你孤单地发光
月光下
我的影子是显得多么地寂寞
我也真的好想好想回家

p/s
现在应该就只有讨厌的虫虫陪我
床上都是不知名的小虫子
很恶心勒！！！！！
我不想杀它们，为什么它们一直来？
我手一碰它们就会死掉了也~很可怜
我不想杀生的
可是为什么要自己飞来给我杀？
哎哟。。。。。

又哭了，脆弱的我 TT

stupid girl

keep feel that i am the most stupid chinese in kmpp

i am so disappointed on my own performance

every students seemed to be so clever esp the chinese guys that i have known,but why not me?

i really upset!

i dont know who can refer to since i am not yet familiar with my new friends here

i scared being laughed and sooted by them ><

i know malu tanya,sesat jalan

i asked

but i still blurrrrr @@

who can save me from this blur world?

it is a feeling of unsecure and scary to stay here

i feel so lonely in the blur world....

first study week

it had been a long time since i last used my brain and my brain is now rusting

can it be polished back just by adding some lubricating oil?

i dont think so...

i am so struggling listen to what the lecturer taught and jot down what is being showed in the slide at the same time,and yet i need to focus and understand what are being explained at a lightning speed @@

i m really blur sometimes and now i m trying to suit to the life here and also trying to catch up...

i hope and do believe i can do it!

no more playing and relaxing life,MUST really determined enough to get great result,perhaps 4 flat,lolsss

still,love u all in muar!my loving hometown ^^

and also start to fall in love to everybody i met here,everybody here is kind and friendly enough esp the lecturers,they are all willing to teach us personally

if i am offered teaching course and had to leave kmpp now,i think i ll shed a tear ba,lol xP

but just think of loads of works and the stressful quiz and exam,i still want to leave...

so odd my mind thinking~

anyway,love u all again and i m going to start my hardworking lifestyle....

xD xD xD

无法停止

想念无法停止

因为思念很长，不能因为一时的分开而让感情断了线

眼泪无法停止

因为思念太长，将想念的思绪化成了水样的珍珠

伤悲无法停止

因为思念好长，会让眼泪在心里荡起惆怅的涟漪

orientation week in KMPP

after a 7hours journey,finally I reached Pulau Pinang!!! It was a super-damn-so-tired journey! I kept sleeping in the car and doing nothing....lols
i looked so TIRED!!after a good night rest in Hotel Palm Inn,I was heading to Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang for the registration.I was shocked.The time to register is 8am and I was considered as 'tepat masa' ,but what greeted my eyes was a loooong line of car!I bet there were at least 1000+ cars there =X

then register and get my room key and entered my room and met my hostel and cleaning my place and resting.....................and the NIGHTMARE started!!!!!

afternoon time was ok lar,resting...but then got taklimat at astaka(is field actually~) under the may-penang-damn-hot-sun,a totally-windless condition.
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slept at 1something am and started to be homesick TT i admitted that I cried non-stop on my bed,missing my family and friends!somehow,thanks to my dear friends,you all really cheered me up!must always keep in touch o! study hard together due to our future n_n

DAY 2
a brand new day started.I waked up at 4.30 am and washed my clothes.ALAMAK!
then went to dewan xxx to attend majlis perasmian .Here we are,hwee ying and me,both superwomen looked super tired! Z.zlisten to the speech by principal and pengarah sambil sleeping below...we were all too tired!
afternoon time,I met my mentor and knew some new friends!4chinese in my class,1boy and 3 girls but 2 girls are going to switch to sains hayat...omg!!
again~i was late for my moral session and nearly being punished by seniors...time menagement is really important in KMPP!! it is crucial in our life =)
*bear in mind.....3 times late = 1 amaran!!!

DAY 3
another day~also waked up at 4.30 am to take bath!It's great,no need to queue up and waited for my turn as I was early enough =P
gathered at 5.30am for moral session,present our group cheer loud!kaka xD
sambaleh~sambalewa~we are the winners,you are the loser!GROUP 7,brace your weapon,shoot!
we were also having a fun time by enjoying our senior fasilitators' dance~ NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU xP fasi miao hui,fasi ashlene,fasi sher lan were great but not fasi wei jiet @@
after that,we rushed from bilik kuliah to astaka for a riadah~run there coz too far and we were nearly late again...

walked from hostel to office to bio lab to photostate shop to hostel to bio lab =="""
KMPP really enormous la!these 3 days made my legs luka ady,really painful even though with the scholl shoes ## walk from east to west and west to east everyday,hope that it will make me thinner,hehe^^
really sweat alot!drop...drop...drop
yo!muar,i am back!
thanks god i can escape from the last two days of orientation