disappointed....

what can i say and feel is just sad amd disappointed...
we have been asked to plan the activities that can be carried out in this year..
and finally and luckily,now everything is settled!!
although there are a lot of although,but a BUT is enough~~~
BUT,
I CANT GO!!
i have to take part in chinese carnival on 24/4 and so gam,the date given by the travel company is also 24/4!!why so gam de??

a baby you born after 9months you cant see him
a plan you plan after 1 month you cant participate
sad isnt it?? ><
I WANNA GO!!sob~~

i am going to massage my legs now...they are half paralysed and damn painful...after having 3 hours of taekwando training and kept on kicking non-stop...omg
terror