i lose but i NEVER surrender

again...
i took part in the KBSM calligraohy competition
again...
i lose
again...
i feel sad
it is not sad due to the failness
but,i had practiced so hardly but i still not managed to get prizes
in this very last year =(
i feel sorry to my calligraphy teacher and school teacher who have expected highly for me

this is what written by me

works that grt prizes but none of it was done by me ;(

performances time..so sien!a day was just wasted like this...

i still not able to get NO1

and not even a prize,sigh..............

I LOSE but i NEVEr surrender!!
i will be better de,i believed =X

become more and more 'auntie-ish' recently
i love and really ADDICTED to gossip with my friend about this and that
and make other friends who are not involving are kinda confused
haha XD
like to see his face which looked puzzled *devilish wink* =)
the more question marks rise up,the more i wont tell
lalalalalallalalalaalalaaaaaaaaaaaaa

going to take part in the calligraphy competition tomorrow!
HOPE to get NO1
the very last time participate in chinese carnival
-/\- hope and hope and hope endlessly

a boy chases after a beautiful girl
due to her beauty

a boy approachs a normal girl
due to her homework

he likes her
he loves her

all in RED

we are all in RED
funny and interesting isnt it?

where am I??

smiling shy there~~~

terror ==

daddy's birthday =D

today is my dad 51-year-old birthday ^^ a red letter day oo...
my bro and simply planned sth to buy for my dad,using our own money oo...
we bought a green tea cake,2 pizza and belt for the little celebration
what i can say is only...we all are really happy!!
especially my dad...his eyes smile like slit...
we put the belt in one of the sunsweet bag and asked my dad to choose from it.there got 4 together and my dad was really surprised when he saw it!!hee hee...make me feel very proud!

blowing candles
4 of us XD

normal??normal...

people with good result do not mean that they aren't normal human beings..
it doesnt mean that they are God
it doesnt mean that they must behave themselves in a perfect way,flawlessly

people with impeccable result are also homo sapiens!
they also have only 24 pairs chromosomes,
just like everybody.....

why people think that people with excellent results dont know how to play poker?
why people surprised with the rude words that blurted out from the mouth of people who pass their exam with flying colors?
why people always having high expectations for me?
why i cant ponteng kelas?
WHY???

i am not very clever as what my friends think!DEFINITELY NOT!
recently,
i feel that i have loss the interest to hit the books...
i feel lazy to study...
i duno what i want to do...
anyway,i will try my best to be the BEST!!
gambateh neh ^^

bull shit =(

i hate the life recently...
all the things happen make me wanna cry and the endlessly stress weigh me down
i am sooooo sad!!
i quarelled with my friend in the morning due to some stupid things.........
i must admit that both of us are wrong or maybe both of us are right,but we just have our own stand...and all sort of rude words blurted out from our mouth automatically.it just happened naturally,i feel so annoyed but also sad... :( as she is one of my best friend who brings me a lot of fun.but,i wont,DEFINITELY wont to surrender!!i will be so ashamed :/ maybe you think that that 'face' is not as important as friend,but i care!
I AM NOT WRONG

it was so difficult to held a trip...it is not only destroying friendship,but also make me pek cek!!
DAMN IT

disappointed....

what can i say and feel is just sad amd disappointed...
we have been asked to plan the activities that can be carried out in this year..
and finally and luckily,now everything is settled!!
although there are a lot of although,but a BUT is enough~~~
BUT,
I CANT GO!!
i have to take part in chinese carnival on 24/4 and so gam,the date given by the travel company is also 24/4!!why so gam de??

a baby you born after 9months you cant see him
a plan you plan after 1 month you cant participate
sad isnt it?? ><
I WANNA GO!!sob~~

i am going to massage my legs now...they are half paralysed and damn painful...after having 3 hours of taekwando training and kept on kicking non-stop...omg
terror