boring new year~~

SO LAME!!!
it is really a boring new year i had ever have b4..even d 1st day oso pass without any ecstatic feel..yes..surely i got relatives come n go but juz a few only..
i looking 4ward my cousin 2 come but they let me down..they came so late n let me wait so long..haiz actually i hv nothing 2 talk 2 them 2..they speak english n our age is quite a distance..i decide 2 converse wif them in english but i m not enough courage 2 do so..their english is so fluent,but mine1 is so lousy!!i used 2 be quite confident n arrogant sometime when they come i totally lost my confident..i admit dat i m not really confident lo,i easily look myself down when some1 who is more talented,clever is beside me..i hope dat i could change dis negetive attitude n mind in dis new year..hehe
n somemore is my nephews are not here dis year..they had migrate 2 australia last 2 months,miss them sooooo much..i remembered dat last year i still play car,go tanjung wif them,but dis year~~i really hope dat they can celebrate new year with me next year!!!n with a newborn baby!!^^hope can meet him or her come 2 dis wonderful world soon..
yup,my malay fren came 2 my house!!he had transfer 2 highschool last month..we had passed a fantastic form3 last year..again n again MISS!!!!!
i m goin out wif my frens 2morow..haha!!finally got something 2 do..